09-03-2012, 03:02 PM
I'm a few days out from finishing up stage 6 of AM 2011. I already did AM 2010 about a year and a half ago and it was great, but the second time around has been much much stronger. I'm starting to feel like Khal Drogo for real half the time. I radiate such powerful authority all the time that I might need to actually tone it down a bit, lmao. I can be very intimidating for some people. The women, as shy as they may be, look at me like something they've seen before. Those lusty looks are hilarious. It's all too easy to segway that in to whatever I want. Though, as happened last time in the later stages of Alpha and did again in this one, I'm altogether uninterested in being women for any extended period of time 95% of the time. I'm mainly raw animal sexuality on Alpha. Last time I did Alpha, I had a girl that I was seeing in the later stages, but I was aloof just as I am now and our relationship was almost entirely about sex. We barely even talked.
I have definitely changed my look up a lot since starting this set as well. I grew my hair out and I've got the Gaius Baltar from Battlestar Galactica look going on. I also felt like growing a beard and so I did. Women seem to really like that on me too. On top of that I have been working out intensely and eating a ton of protein. I feel like the alpha set has been pushing me to do that more as well. I want to get up to about 220 pounds of lean muscle and that's a very attainable goal very soon it seems.
My job has been seemingly infinitely easier since doing this set again. I have a lot of things to do on a daily basis and I can barely even rest, but I can easily prioritize things in my mind and find the most efficient way to do them, all while not really ever getting stressed out at all.
The one downside, if you would call it that, which I really wouldn't, is that I seem to be WAY less social when I'm on Alpha. I've always been more of a loner and I'm just happier by myself most of the time, so I don't consider that a negative, but I did notice that I was a lot more social when I was doing Sex Magnet, but that's just par for the course. I definitely make wiser decisions after the second run through of Alpha. I think it really solidified me. Sex Magnet was a lot of fun, but damn, I was out of control. A total sex maniac, lmao. I'd say overall, I like the feeling of being a strong man better than that and I guess I'm just not super social when I am fulfilled in myself.
Overall I love this set, it's my favorite set that Shannon has made thus far and I can't wait to do AM 5.0 in a few months.
In the meantime I'm definitely going to do ASC 5G for a month and then I'm totally doing that "Fearless" sub that Shannon just came out with. I've been wanting him to make one of those for a long time. I'm chomping at the bits to try that thing out!
I have definitely changed my look up a lot since starting this set as well. I grew my hair out and I've got the Gaius Baltar from Battlestar Galactica look going on. I also felt like growing a beard and so I did. Women seem to really like that on me too. On top of that I have been working out intensely and eating a ton of protein. I feel like the alpha set has been pushing me to do that more as well. I want to get up to about 220 pounds of lean muscle and that's a very attainable goal very soon it seems.
My job has been seemingly infinitely easier since doing this set again. I have a lot of things to do on a daily basis and I can barely even rest, but I can easily prioritize things in my mind and find the most efficient way to do them, all while not really ever getting stressed out at all.
The one downside, if you would call it that, which I really wouldn't, is that I seem to be WAY less social when I'm on Alpha. I've always been more of a loner and I'm just happier by myself most of the time, so I don't consider that a negative, but I did notice that I was a lot more social when I was doing Sex Magnet, but that's just par for the course. I definitely make wiser decisions after the second run through of Alpha. I think it really solidified me. Sex Magnet was a lot of fun, but damn, I was out of control. A total sex maniac, lmao. I'd say overall, I like the feeling of being a strong man better than that and I guess I'm just not super social when I am fulfilled in myself.
Overall I love this set, it's my favorite set that Shannon has made thus far and I can't wait to do AM 5.0 in a few months.
In the meantime I'm definitely going to do ASC 5G for a month and then I'm totally doing that "Fearless" sub that Shannon just came out with. I've been wanting him to make one of those for a long time. I'm chomping at the bits to try that thing out!
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