09-24-2023, 06:53 PM
Indeed and I believe I was getting TID up to a month before starting as well as some of these started at that time.
There are others that I noticed that were so natural I had to really look back. For example I remembered a time I wouldn't say a word to my hair dresser and be in my head all the time last time I visited was chatting away the whole time the thing is without the past memory coming up I would have thought that was just who I am.
Looking at the last cycle I'm starting to get a handle on how it plays out for me the first few days on are uneventful and pretty good, then something hard gets worked on until I almost snap and the first few days off were rough but then the insights start to come and changes start to happen and it seems to reach a natural conclusion on the days off if I follow the instructions to a tee. For example last night was the last night off and something around relationships was being worked on last cycle and I had a dream about a very healthy relationship where there was a flow of energy between us and I was naturally playful, sexual, dominant and the women was very feminine and it felt like the most natural thing in the world the way we were together and I felt completely secure in this relationship. It's very different to how I had seen or been in relationship in the past which had been based off what each other needed.
There are others that I noticed that were so natural I had to really look back. For example I remembered a time I wouldn't say a word to my hair dresser and be in my head all the time last time I visited was chatting away the whole time the thing is without the past memory coming up I would have thought that was just who I am.
Looking at the last cycle I'm starting to get a handle on how it plays out for me the first few days on are uneventful and pretty good, then something hard gets worked on until I almost snap and the first few days off were rough but then the insights start to come and changes start to happen and it seems to reach a natural conclusion on the days off if I follow the instructions to a tee. For example last night was the last night off and something around relationships was being worked on last cycle and I had a dream about a very healthy relationship where there was a flow of energy between us and I was naturally playful, sexual, dominant and the women was very feminine and it felt like the most natural thing in the world the way we were together and I felt completely secure in this relationship. It's very different to how I had seen or been in relationship in the past which had been based off what each other needed.
The only person in life that can ever hold you back is yourself. So get out of your own way and start living the life you always dreamed of
