(11-10-2023, 03:12 PM)thectexperience1 Wrote: Thanks for the suggestions, Frost. It's a kid in a candy store situation, except that for better or worse you can only eat one kind of candy for at least a month or so.
I appreciate the description of the value of OGSF, and also of DMSI as more a long-term self-development option. I understand there is a substantial fear removal component in DMSI, so I'm leaning towards that to take care of any blocks I have.
I will take another look at LTU based on what you say. It isn't something that leapt out at me when I first saw it.
Lastly, what do you see as the relationship between UMS and your writing? Is it simply because you write for a living, or something more fundamental?
LTU is awesome and has stuff in it to improve relationships (just saw your partners OGSF journal), and that’s just one of the things in it. It’s an awesome program, the only downside is the tech. It’s still powerful and can absolutely overcome massive blockages. I used it for around 2 years and it pretty much stopped my panic attacks and made life worth living. The benefit with LTU is its massive scope. It covers so many important foundational areas. Can’t sing LTU’s praises enough. But don’t feel pressured to run it if it doesn’t call out to you. It is a lot of money when 6G is just around the corner. Unless it looks like something you want then I would chose something else. You can always get the next version when it comes out in 6G!
DMSI is good, just be careful since you’re in a relationship. People have successfully controlled themselves in the past, but Shannon has given a warning that if you want to keep your relationship monogamous then you should think twice before running it. He has expressed interest in creating a DMSI for couples in the future though, as a sidenote.
You could potentially run OGSF with your partner for a bit if you’re unsure and want some time to think.
But on the writing I want to make it clear that I don’t make money from my writing yet. UMS2 seems to be telling me to not force it and just focus on healing. I’m pretty sure I’m recovering from terminal burnout or something. All of my creative juices will be able to be unleashed enthusiastically if I focus on recovery instead of trying to force it like I always have. At least that’s what I intuit!
I’m not sure why UMS2 is working the way it is on my mind. It feels different than I expected. My mind has become this kind of imaginative soup (in the sense that there’s more… raw material there to work with?). It kinda feels like my mind went from 2d to 4d or something lol. Haven’t tried to harness it for writing since I’m currently taking a break from it, but my brain definitely feels happier and more… intriguing? Like their’s hidden creative depths to be plundered or something.
I’ve chosen to be a creator of entertainment through writing and making games initially, and then expanding from there. I’ve got some ambitious and broad goals after my initial success with these 2 avenues. I’m keeping my options open and flexible in case my plans don’t work out.
I feel like I’m becoming a mixture between that awesome uncle with a mysterious twinkle in his eye, and a calm and capable magician who succeeds at everything, with the world bending around him without him even trying. I think it’s a mixture of the path to UMS that I’ve chosen as well as UMS2’s standard stuff. Perhaps the Uncle in this metaphor is from the path I’ve chosen, and the magician is something standard to UMS2 that everyone will experience. I’m not sure, but I haven’t noticed any of this stuff in other UMS2 journals (or I’ve forgotten).
I’ve also noticed a lot of results with regards to others. UMS2 seems to be slowly making me more magnetic to people. This is likely a blend of the communication scripting in UMS2 as well as my conscious goals. No matter what, being good with people is probably one of the most important things to becoming financially wealthy.
Edit: I remember in a Maverick journal someone said that it felt “alive”. I feel that with UMS2. The scripting feels very dynamic, like my brain is constantly adjusting optimally.