05-29-2021, 05:17 AM
Gentleman, Thank you for elaborating from another point of view, of course, I have taken the lesson before I write it here. The post that I write here is only a form of annoyance at the events that I have experienced.
It's not that I'm afraid to defend myself, but I really don't have the energy right now to deal with that.
I have no problems or fears associated with defending myself, (because I am used to being exposed in my daily life to friends, strangers, or family).
I chose the silent option because, in that situation, it was the best decision. Rather than taking inappropriate actions and can cause even greater chaos. Because I am a person who tends to think about cause and effect. I once faced a very complicated problem at that time, I couldn't think clearly and make decisions based solely on emotions, whose results you can already guess.
I now tend to care less about those outside my control.
And what I expect from "DRS" is only as a protector of negative energies that can affect me, that's all. Because lately I really don't have the energy to deal with that something I call toxic, my mental energy has been drained from a week ago, and my anxiety has flared up since I started "OFv3"
TL; DR: Again, it's not about me not being able to stand up for myself, I have no energy to deal with a toxic environment because my whole body and mind to tired of processing subliminal itself.
It's not that I'm afraid to defend myself, but I really don't have the energy right now to deal with that.
I have no problems or fears associated with defending myself, (because I am used to being exposed in my daily life to friends, strangers, or family).
I chose the silent option because, in that situation, it was the best decision. Rather than taking inappropriate actions and can cause even greater chaos. Because I am a person who tends to think about cause and effect. I once faced a very complicated problem at that time, I couldn't think clearly and make decisions based solely on emotions, whose results you can already guess.
I now tend to care less about those outside my control.
And what I expect from "DRS" is only as a protector of negative energies that can affect me, that's all. Because lately I really don't have the energy to deal with that something I call toxic, my mental energy has been drained from a week ago, and my anxiety has flared up since I started "OFv3"
TL; DR: Again, it's not about me not being able to stand up for myself, I have no energy to deal with a toxic environment because my whole body and mind to tired of processing subliminal itself.