01-24-2019, 10:54 PM
Day 70
My progress on business is going very slow. I am progressing but every time it seems I am stuck. Its like you are driving in 1st or 2nd gear. Sometimes I feel my attitude is slowing things, sometimes I feel I am deliberating braking now and then and slowing things, sometimes I feel it is new for me so thats why I am going so slow.
On training side now much to report. I will be attending the meeting next month and will see any results.
On sexual performance side, no change. I am thinking once I am done with USLM3, I will run MHS. Hopefully by that time 6g will be out. I will try radionics for this goal also. @Shannon does not believe it works, but there is no harm in trying.
There is a positive change I have noticed. I have grown less fearful generally. If I am doing something I feel more confident and less afraid of what I am doing. e.g I parked my car on the side of a narrow road and went to buy something. On my return I sat in the car for 5 minutes and read the labels & instructions of what I bought. In the past, if this happened I would be scared that maybe I am blocking the way, people are looking for a parking space, people would peep inside the car and see what i am doing, unknown fear of ridicule, feelings of low self worth, unknown pressure to move on etc. I would not have the courage to do something with peace of mind.
My progress on business is going very slow. I am progressing but every time it seems I am stuck. Its like you are driving in 1st or 2nd gear. Sometimes I feel my attitude is slowing things, sometimes I feel I am deliberating braking now and then and slowing things, sometimes I feel it is new for me so thats why I am going so slow.
On training side now much to report. I will be attending the meeting next month and will see any results.
On sexual performance side, no change. I am thinking once I am done with USLM3, I will run MHS. Hopefully by that time 6g will be out. I will try radionics for this goal also. @Shannon does not believe it works, but there is no harm in trying.
There is a positive change I have noticed. I have grown less fearful generally. If I am doing something I feel more confident and less afraid of what I am doing. e.g I parked my car on the side of a narrow road and went to buy something. On my return I sat in the car for 5 minutes and read the labels & instructions of what I bought. In the past, if this happened I would be scared that maybe I am blocking the way, people are looking for a parking space, people would peep inside the car and see what i am doing, unknown fear of ridicule, feelings of low self worth, unknown pressure to move on etc. I would not have the courage to do something with peace of mind.
E1 182 days: E2 127 days: USLM3 317 days: UMS 210 days...