01-17-2019, 10:11 PM
Day 63
Today is rest day. My business progress is continuing taking tiny steps. I think USLM3 is working. I am moving forward although very slowly. I also feel at times I am sabotaging my work. On several instances, I got distracted and delayed the task to later time like after few hours or tommorrow. This might be procrastination or fear of success.
Last night I had a dream. I walked into a bank with a junior colleague who is getting training. In reality I do not have any trainee with me. On the bank desks I saw 3-4 old colleagues of mine sitting there / working there. All these old colleagues were with my in my training work / period and except for one, all are working in better jobs and better designation than me. I am not in contact with them, but know this from facebook and linkedin. They all recognize me and greet me. It seemed in the dream, that I was better than them financially & overall in the dream or maybe it was because I was a customer and they were working there. I do not know, I felt better than them in the dream.
I could not sleep last night properly. My wife and daughter both had flu and cough. My daughter kept waking up throughout the night.
Today is rest day. My business progress is continuing taking tiny steps. I think USLM3 is working. I am moving forward although very slowly. I also feel at times I am sabotaging my work. On several instances, I got distracted and delayed the task to later time like after few hours or tommorrow. This might be procrastination or fear of success.
Last night I had a dream. I walked into a bank with a junior colleague who is getting training. In reality I do not have any trainee with me. On the bank desks I saw 3-4 old colleagues of mine sitting there / working there. All these old colleagues were with my in my training work / period and except for one, all are working in better jobs and better designation than me. I am not in contact with them, but know this from facebook and linkedin. They all recognize me and greet me. It seemed in the dream, that I was better than them financially & overall in the dream or maybe it was because I was a customer and they were working there. I do not know, I felt better than them in the dream.
I could not sleep last night properly. My wife and daughter both had flu and cough. My daughter kept waking up throughout the night.
E1 182 days: E2 127 days: USLM3 317 days: UMS 210 days...