01-06-2019, 03:36 AM
Day 51
I feel pretty scared and its like i have put all my anchors in the ground to keep me moving forward. I feel like paralyzed. In the start i was making good progress on business work and now I am just holding myself. Some external factors have helped in stalling the work. Motivation is gone. I am now trying to remind myself of the reasons why I need to do this business. Why I need to earn more? I was in the mall today and I was looking at the nice things and saying to myself why I need to be successful in my business. The fear has stopped me and I am just finding ways and seeing how I can enjoy life without working and wasting time on business. I am just trying to slowly and slowly cease progress on the work. In the start I felt like a free run, now its like I am tied to a chain and I have to exert huge effort to make a small step and this is forcing me to just stop.
I have observed the above pattern in many aspects of my life. As I am listening to the sub, I not was expecting to face this issue.
I feel pretty scared and its like i have put all my anchors in the ground to keep me moving forward. I feel like paralyzed. In the start i was making good progress on business work and now I am just holding myself. Some external factors have helped in stalling the work. Motivation is gone. I am now trying to remind myself of the reasons why I need to do this business. Why I need to earn more? I was in the mall today and I was looking at the nice things and saying to myself why I need to be successful in my business. The fear has stopped me and I am just finding ways and seeing how I can enjoy life without working and wasting time on business. I am just trying to slowly and slowly cease progress on the work. In the start I felt like a free run, now its like I am tied to a chain and I have to exert huge effort to make a small step and this is forcing me to just stop.
I have observed the above pattern in many aspects of my life. As I am listening to the sub, I not was expecting to face this issue.
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