09-15-2016, 02:33 AM
(This post was last modified: 09-15-2016, 02:43 AM by AlphaScorpio.)
So it's been a crazy week and 1/2 period for me, where the hell should I start?
Day 3-5 of DMSI
5 loops TS every night
Not sure if this was a coincidence but I went to the pub with my mentor and we spoke and drank a couple of pints, I said to him that I enjoyed talking to people older than me because I appreciate their experience and wisdom but that I would also like to have a couple more people my age to talk to (Main reason is that I don't feel most people my age have the right priorities e.g. drinking, clubbing, wasting money on drugs etc.) and my mentor agreed and said maybe it's time you start looking for more people your age.
During that night as I got home I developed some sort of food poisoning or virus which gave me violent diarrhoea + vomiting which created a horrible mess in my room/bathroom which led to me being kicked out (cause my landlord had serious OCD couldn't cope with any mess, this was like the final straw for him) so I get taken to my mum and dad's house to recover and temporary accommodation whilst searching for a new place.
Days 5-Present
A few days later I am looking for a new place to rent and move into and I find a house share with four other guys around my age 20-25 the price was good etc so I go and visit to look around.
Wow, couldn't have been a more perfect set up really and the guy I spoke to was basically an up and running, motivated and responsible type, who shared many similar interests to me, just what I wanted in someone near my age.
So tomorrow I'll be moving in to this new house share and meet the other guys too.
I wouldn't say the aura has been obvious, but if I pay close attention I can feel energy in my stomach, I experienced a rush through my body when I see really hot stunning women (a rarity so far) I haven't noticed any blatant IOIs yet but thats partly due to the fact I've been in such a crazy transition period cant even understand what's going on.
I have experienced nasty resistance too, noticed the autopilot for just getting on and doing things, almost like being so laid back I'm saying to the universe " go on, make it happen ". I'm finding it hard to express exactly what's going on or how I'm feeling, I feel like half of me is going into the future and creating a new me, but the other half is still my old self, wtf.
My guess at the surprise is that it's a manifestation technology of what our subconscious thinks NEEDS to happen in our life in order to create a more healthy, sexy, up and running individual and it makes it happen aggressively, cause that would seriously explain this past week and a half for me, it's been INSANE, I can't even keep up with myself.
Had a dream I was piloting an aeroplane and I was taking off and there was a thin tree in my way but I smashed through it and flew up into the air and circled around, it was epic.
So basically Manifestation/healing creating a new environment has been the most notable thing so far, maybe the sexiness, manifestations of women and all that good stuff will come later?
I have noticed so much more than this but I'll trying and explain it when I've processed stuff more as right now its very hard to.
Day 3-5 of DMSI
5 loops TS every night
Not sure if this was a coincidence but I went to the pub with my mentor and we spoke and drank a couple of pints, I said to him that I enjoyed talking to people older than me because I appreciate their experience and wisdom but that I would also like to have a couple more people my age to talk to (Main reason is that I don't feel most people my age have the right priorities e.g. drinking, clubbing, wasting money on drugs etc.) and my mentor agreed and said maybe it's time you start looking for more people your age.
During that night as I got home I developed some sort of food poisoning or virus which gave me violent diarrhoea + vomiting which created a horrible mess in my room/bathroom which led to me being kicked out (cause my landlord had serious OCD couldn't cope with any mess, this was like the final straw for him) so I get taken to my mum and dad's house to recover and temporary accommodation whilst searching for a new place.
Days 5-Present
A few days later I am looking for a new place to rent and move into and I find a house share with four other guys around my age 20-25 the price was good etc so I go and visit to look around.
Wow, couldn't have been a more perfect set up really and the guy I spoke to was basically an up and running, motivated and responsible type, who shared many similar interests to me, just what I wanted in someone near my age.
So tomorrow I'll be moving in to this new house share and meet the other guys too.
I wouldn't say the aura has been obvious, but if I pay close attention I can feel energy in my stomach, I experienced a rush through my body when I see really hot stunning women (a rarity so far) I haven't noticed any blatant IOIs yet but thats partly due to the fact I've been in such a crazy transition period cant even understand what's going on.
I have experienced nasty resistance too, noticed the autopilot for just getting on and doing things, almost like being so laid back I'm saying to the universe " go on, make it happen ". I'm finding it hard to express exactly what's going on or how I'm feeling, I feel like half of me is going into the future and creating a new me, but the other half is still my old self, wtf.
My guess at the surprise is that it's a manifestation technology of what our subconscious thinks NEEDS to happen in our life in order to create a more healthy, sexy, up and running individual and it makes it happen aggressively, cause that would seriously explain this past week and a half for me, it's been INSANE, I can't even keep up with myself.
Had a dream I was piloting an aeroplane and I was taking off and there was a thin tree in my way but I smashed through it and flew up into the air and circled around, it was epic.
So basically Manifestation/healing creating a new environment has been the most notable thing so far, maybe the sexiness, manifestations of women and all that good stuff will come later?
I have noticed so much more than this but I'll trying and explain it when I've processed stuff more as right now its very hard to.