02-14-2016, 05:04 AM
People seem to have great results with the new OF and OGSF subs. Great to hear!
On around day 33 I had this incredibly surge of confidence, I think it was the first one so far on this run. With my past run I experienced this within a few days of starting, not sure why it took so much longer this time.
Any way I felt like I could do anything and couldn't sleep because of the excitement of the experience.
Thinking backwards I have come to realize that I have somehow managed to hide away my true self again and I'm incredibly disappointed. It's like I have been suppressed by my own fears so strongly that every action is a reflection of the fears, not me. I can't express how sad that makes me. I want to destroy every fear and insecurity so that I don't have to feel this hopelessness again. This will take some time.
My weight is still at 77.1kg which is very good because that means my lean weight has increased. My bodyfat is at 12.9%, 1.2% bf loss this week. Sadly like for most men most of my bf is stored around the belly range, so if I want to have proper ab definition I'm going to have to go under 8%.
On around day 33 I had this incredibly surge of confidence, I think it was the first one so far on this run. With my past run I experienced this within a few days of starting, not sure why it took so much longer this time.
Any way I felt like I could do anything and couldn't sleep because of the excitement of the experience.
Thinking backwards I have come to realize that I have somehow managed to hide away my true self again and I'm incredibly disappointed. It's like I have been suppressed by my own fears so strongly that every action is a reflection of the fears, not me. I can't express how sad that makes me. I want to destroy every fear and insecurity so that I don't have to feel this hopelessness again. This will take some time.
My weight is still at 77.1kg which is very good because that means my lean weight has increased. My bodyfat is at 12.9%, 1.2% bf loss this week. Sadly like for most men most of my bf is stored around the belly range, so if I want to have proper ab definition I'm going to have to go under 8%.
