Dubls Mans Up - AM6 i (1-5), ii (5-10)

[Dubls]

Just read this quote from Mini after you asked for his advice

"If you really want sm3s results then you should hammer down on that sub, don't postpone it for asc, I'm sure asc will be included in some aspect"

And I couldn't agree more. Don't keep putting it off till you become "ready". You never will be.

I've heard this from you, Mini, and Guider, and I love/hate y'all for it.

The bottom line is that I don't want to have success with SM3 until I have a dick that I'm proud to pull out (and one that doesn't pop too soon). SM3 is not going to make my junk bigger. I accept that, and after all these years I'm finally willing to be patient and put in the work—which I have been.

It's hard enough now, both mentally and emotionally, wanting but not willing to act upon attention from women. What's it going to be like if I'm a walking sex magnet? I'm trying to protect myself from intensifying a pain I know all too well.

So I'm already consciously resisting the program. But consider the number of SM3 journals that end in disappointment. Why? Because the user wasn't prepared. They needed more work in certain areas than the program was able to provide. And what advice do these people receive? Run OF or OGSF. Well AM6 made me acutely aware of the shame and fear that I carry, and I'm pretty sure that if I don't run OGSF prior, I'll end up having to afterwards. And then I wonder if confidence is the answer to everything.

As I read this back to myself, I don't like the negative tone it has, but I might gain clarity by putting this into writing.