02-09-2016, 01:30 PM
How many runs of AM did you do before embarking on SM ?
(02-09-2016, 12:19 AM)CatMan Wrote:(02-08-2016, 05:14 PM)FrostedFake Wrote: SM3 users, I hear a lot about increased dominance, sexuality, all that kind of shit. But what do you feel you've gotten as far as inner results? How do you feel after having ran SM3? What are your emotions like before and after?
During it: constant exhaustion and depression. And disappointment each time I felt no difference when out with girls. It actually ended up making me less confident about me and girls because of the lack of success on such an apparently powerful program and how bad that must mean I am. Made me question that either something was wrong with the sound files, or it was the wrong program accidentally mislabelled. I couldn't believe it'd be so ineffective...8 months of anticipation of running it, and thinking I finally had the answer to my girl problems all my life since like 12 years old.
After it: a lot of disappointment and regret in running it. And still now, incredible shock at how awful the run was and how badly that must mean I am with girls. Which has just further damaged my confidence.
End result: 3,610 hours listened, all headphones, max volume, out twice a week with attractive, available females. Still a virgin, never had a girlfriend, date or even a kiss, either before or during, or since the program. It's also made me become skeptical of magnets in current state.
Sorry it isn't a rosy feelgood story, pal. But it's honest.