Had a breakthrough earlier on today
During my afternoon nap I had dreamt something quite profound. I had mentioned on here that I've been having dreams that were very vivid and memorable each night. Well I was having my afternoon nap I dreamt that I had this daughter, she was gorgeous and looked like a girl I would like to hookup with but much younger. However they appeared to be some cat like creature that hatched from eggs but that's besides the point lol. It was an incredible feeling the love a daughter had for a father, me. She only came to me. For that moment I felt so much love which transcended all my thoughts. Then there was this ceremony with my family and we had to put her back in the egg and someone stole the egg and I found out who it was, someone that betrayed me when I was younger. I felt and saw the big picture. Self interest stopped and there was love. The daughter looked like the picture attached but ten times more gorgeous and younger
That might mean my love for women had increased. It felt like a breakthrough. After I woke up I realized how much I stress about things. And it's not wrong to, AM made me responsible for my money, assets, my feelings, my future. Maybe in this day an age a man who doesn't have responsibility is attractive. I can literally do anything I want when I want. One constant is forsure though, each day I keep improving.
In regards to women I just notice them presenting themselves more. Randomly they would lift up their shirt and expose the mid drift or bend over. It feels like I have the upper hand in most situations because I'm happy, feeling love, winning and doing what I want. At the same time I have the self image of a boss. You guys can guess how women would react to a guy like this. I do get approached, the attention, flirtation, attraction and I want sex. However it seems like I feel validated by my social surroundings and sex would be nothing other than my pleasure to ejaculate.
During my afternoon nap I had dreamt something quite profound. I had mentioned on here that I've been having dreams that were very vivid and memorable each night. Well I was having my afternoon nap I dreamt that I had this daughter, she was gorgeous and looked like a girl I would like to hookup with but much younger. However they appeared to be some cat like creature that hatched from eggs but that's besides the point lol. It was an incredible feeling the love a daughter had for a father, me. She only came to me. For that moment I felt so much love which transcended all my thoughts. Then there was this ceremony with my family and we had to put her back in the egg and someone stole the egg and I found out who it was, someone that betrayed me when I was younger. I felt and saw the big picture. Self interest stopped and there was love. The daughter looked like the picture attached but ten times more gorgeous and younger
That might mean my love for women had increased. It felt like a breakthrough. After I woke up I realized how much I stress about things. And it's not wrong to, AM made me responsible for my money, assets, my feelings, my future. Maybe in this day an age a man who doesn't have responsibility is attractive. I can literally do anything I want when I want. One constant is forsure though, each day I keep improving.
In regards to women I just notice them presenting themselves more. Randomly they would lift up their shirt and expose the mid drift or bend over. It feels like I have the upper hand in most situations because I'm happy, feeling love, winning and doing what I want. At the same time I have the self image of a boss. You guys can guess how women would react to a guy like this. I do get approached, the attention, flirtation, attraction and I want sex. However it seems like I feel validated by my social surroundings and sex would be nothing other than my pleasure to ejaculate.
