01-23-2016, 10:49 AM
Stage 2 Day 8
I had an awesome sexual dream last night , but I forgot most or it . I just know it was sexual. Either way I been having more dreams then u can remember. Good? Idk. Money is my main concern right now. As much as I like my 2nd job I'm having a conflict in schedule. It's sad because this job allows me to get out and meet many women , in my area and other cities.
I had one job interview yesterday , and one this upcoming wednesday. I am still applying for other jobs. There's a strong urge for me to watch porn and f*** women right now. Also increasing my penis size
There may be some programming or maybe resistance from myself , because a2 opportunity presented itself two get numbers but I didn't act. Maybe that's what I want consciously but unconciously not what I want or need. If I don't have my stuff together, then having women in my life would just mess things up.
I had an awesome sexual dream last night , but I forgot most or it . I just know it was sexual. Either way I been having more dreams then u can remember. Good? Idk. Money is my main concern right now. As much as I like my 2nd job I'm having a conflict in schedule. It's sad because this job allows me to get out and meet many women , in my area and other cities.
I had one job interview yesterday , and one this upcoming wednesday. I am still applying for other jobs. There's a strong urge for me to watch porn and f*** women right now. Also increasing my penis size
There may be some programming or maybe resistance from myself , because a2 opportunity presented itself two get numbers but I didn't act. Maybe that's what I want consciously but unconciously not what I want or need. If I don't have my stuff together, then having women in my life would just mess things up.
It always seems impossible until it's done."_ Nelson Mandela
"Continuous improvement is better then delayed perfection."_ Mark Twain
"We change the world not by what we say or do, but as a consequence of what we have become. " _ Dr. David Hawkins
