I have not done an account of where I'm coming from. I feel like procrastinating tonight, but since I already made a commitment to guard my thoughts and habits against anything that doesn't help me reach my goals, I'll do it instead.
When you have finished using this incredible program [AM6], you will:
Have let go of any negative self image, attitudes, thoughts and beliefs about yourself. I currently have a lot of these shits. (rating: 3)
Have a powerful, positive sense of self respect, self esteem, self image and self worth. I kinda have this at present. I have so much ego. I believe I'm so important. (rating: 8)
Have unshakable self confidence. There's a lot of work to be done. I have to improve my very thin and small physique. (rating: 2)
While writing this, I saw how I'm consciously changing the word "need" and "want" to "have", "seek", or anything that does not remind me of my neediness. That's good and that shows my loyalty to my commitment to guard my head against negative thoughts.
Be unaffected by rejection. My ultimate self would be that man who does not get affected by any failure, whose emotions are numb to rejection. (rating: 4)
Treat women as people to enjoy the company of, without taking them too seriously, needing them, or being easily upset by them. I'm making progress on this, but there's still a lot of work to be done. (rating: 3.5)
Have released expectations towards women, which often lead to bad choices, actions, attitudes, thinking and responses. Oh AM6, save me from this! (rating: 1.75)
Be self sufficient and self reliant mentally, emotionally and otherwise. I kinda lived this way for a decade and half. Emotionally though, when I mess up, kill me, I really mess up. (rating: 6.75)
No longer be, or come across to others as “needy”. I'm working on this, but I may still come out as that fake it till you make it kind of non needy guy. (rating: 6.75)
Take good care of yourself, your hygiene and your appearance, not just because you want to be attractive to beautiful women, but because it makes you feel good about yourself. I quit my job in the mountains so I could improve on this. (rating: 4.5)
Be able to effortlessly approach any woman you want – and the more attractive you find her, the easier it will be. Well, I don't have approach anxiety, but I'm kinda needy when I really like that 20-year old Lolita standing beside that bookshelf. (rating: 6)
Be selective about whom you spend your time with, and which women you give your time, interest and affections to. I'm practicing pickup, do I need this? (rating: 4.25)
Exude an aura of confidence, commanding presence and authority, which gets you respect, attention and obedience. Everyone tends to respect me too conventionally, I don't like that though. I want respect from equals, not from those who make me feel I'm way too mature for them. (rating: 5.5)
Exude an aura of sexiness that makes you much more attractive to the beautiful women you encounter. The more beautiful they are, the more attracted and interested they will be. I love this. I just seek a sexiness... that leads to sex. (rating: 5.25)
Have a Zen attitude, which keeps you calm when other guys would lose control, thus demonstrating your self control and mastery of the situation – an Alpha male trait. Presently, I'm always like this--probably because I still have money. (rating: 8)
Display graceful, confident body language, which broadcasts your power and dominance to all, but especially females (for whom body language is a very important way of communicating, and thus determining the men they are interested in). It still only comes out with conscious effort. (rating: 5.75)
Display the attitude, thinking, actions and speech patterns of an Alpha Male. I won't use AM6 if I'm not struggling with these. (rating: 2.5)
No longer seek approval from others, nor be concerned with what they think of you or what you do or say. I've been this way for almost a decade, and I'm proud, though I don't see others care about that. (rating: 9)
Be your own man, who does what he wants, when he wants, how he wants, where he wants. Well, I'm not at the low-end here. Never will I be! Kiss your own ass, boss! (rating: 7)
Be in control when dealing with women, and especially beautiful women or women you are interested in. I don't have much experience to see how I measure up. I'm scripting my actions though for when the dates come by loads. (rating: 4)
Be entirely unconcerned about “getting the girl” or achieving sexual interaction, which will make the ladies perceive you as higher status, higher value, and more worthy of both. Well, this might be hard. Sex is a high priority. (rating: 2)
Be easily able and willing to walk away from people and situations you don’t like, and TELL HER NO — whether it’s to her asking for sex or anything else. Well, that's in my dreams. But when it comes to telling that sexy sweet girl no, particularly to her asking for sex and say she's here in my room now, my imagination gets quite blurry this time. (rating: 6)
Be in complete control of yourself and your environment, and YOU will be the one who controls when, how, and with whom you have sex. Oh, that's where I seek to go. (rating: 3.5)
Develop and display a fantastic sense of humor, which will make you socially popular and attractive to others, especially beautiful women. I actually could not rate myself accurately here. Most people though see me as serious. (rating: 3.75)
Shit, somebody's here talking to me, and I can't make him go. I can't make him stop talking. He's speaking of negativities! I want to protect myself, but he just doesn't stop. Go away man! Can't you see I'm doing something?
Be entirely comfortable in social situations of any type, whether they are familiar to you or not. That's why I'm doing pickup, but I still don't have much experience to test how I handle all sorts of social situation. (rating: 4.25)
Be a better, higher and more refined quality of man. That's our goal right? All of us. (rating: 3)
Let's stop here. This guy beside me is hopeless!
EDIT: Would you believe that guy talked about the possibility of crimes happening here, while I've been doing my best to clear my mind of negativities? He just sprang on my right side. I don't even know who he is. He then went on demonstrating his knowledge about fiber optics. He couldn't be stopped from talking. My body language was so obvious, I didn't want to listen to him. That guy should learn pickup. I said I'm done then I went away.
When you have finished using this incredible program [AM6], you will:
Have let go of any negative self image, attitudes, thoughts and beliefs about yourself. I currently have a lot of these shits. (rating: 3)
Have a powerful, positive sense of self respect, self esteem, self image and self worth. I kinda have this at present. I have so much ego. I believe I'm so important. (rating: 8)
Have unshakable self confidence. There's a lot of work to be done. I have to improve my very thin and small physique. (rating: 2)
While writing this, I saw how I'm consciously changing the word "need" and "want" to "have", "seek", or anything that does not remind me of my neediness. That's good and that shows my loyalty to my commitment to guard my head against negative thoughts.
Be unaffected by rejection. My ultimate self would be that man who does not get affected by any failure, whose emotions are numb to rejection. (rating: 4)
Treat women as people to enjoy the company of, without taking them too seriously, needing them, or being easily upset by them. I'm making progress on this, but there's still a lot of work to be done. (rating: 3.5)
Have released expectations towards women, which often lead to bad choices, actions, attitudes, thinking and responses. Oh AM6, save me from this! (rating: 1.75)
Be self sufficient and self reliant mentally, emotionally and otherwise. I kinda lived this way for a decade and half. Emotionally though, when I mess up, kill me, I really mess up. (rating: 6.75)
No longer be, or come across to others as “needy”. I'm working on this, but I may still come out as that fake it till you make it kind of non needy guy. (rating: 6.75)
Take good care of yourself, your hygiene and your appearance, not just because you want to be attractive to beautiful women, but because it makes you feel good about yourself. I quit my job in the mountains so I could improve on this. (rating: 4.5)
Be able to effortlessly approach any woman you want – and the more attractive you find her, the easier it will be. Well, I don't have approach anxiety, but I'm kinda needy when I really like that 20-year old Lolita standing beside that bookshelf. (rating: 6)
Be selective about whom you spend your time with, and which women you give your time, interest and affections to. I'm practicing pickup, do I need this? (rating: 4.25)
Exude an aura of confidence, commanding presence and authority, which gets you respect, attention and obedience. Everyone tends to respect me too conventionally, I don't like that though. I want respect from equals, not from those who make me feel I'm way too mature for them. (rating: 5.5)
Exude an aura of sexiness that makes you much more attractive to the beautiful women you encounter. The more beautiful they are, the more attracted and interested they will be. I love this. I just seek a sexiness... that leads to sex. (rating: 5.25)
Have a Zen attitude, which keeps you calm when other guys would lose control, thus demonstrating your self control and mastery of the situation – an Alpha male trait. Presently, I'm always like this--probably because I still have money. (rating: 8)
Display graceful, confident body language, which broadcasts your power and dominance to all, but especially females (for whom body language is a very important way of communicating, and thus determining the men they are interested in). It still only comes out with conscious effort. (rating: 5.75)
Display the attitude, thinking, actions and speech patterns of an Alpha Male. I won't use AM6 if I'm not struggling with these. (rating: 2.5)
No longer seek approval from others, nor be concerned with what they think of you or what you do or say. I've been this way for almost a decade, and I'm proud, though I don't see others care about that. (rating: 9)
Be your own man, who does what he wants, when he wants, how he wants, where he wants. Well, I'm not at the low-end here. Never will I be! Kiss your own ass, boss! (rating: 7)
Be in control when dealing with women, and especially beautiful women or women you are interested in. I don't have much experience to see how I measure up. I'm scripting my actions though for when the dates come by loads. (rating: 4)
Be entirely unconcerned about “getting the girl” or achieving sexual interaction, which will make the ladies perceive you as higher status, higher value, and more worthy of both. Well, this might be hard. Sex is a high priority. (rating: 2)
Be easily able and willing to walk away from people and situations you don’t like, and TELL HER NO — whether it’s to her asking for sex or anything else. Well, that's in my dreams. But when it comes to telling that sexy sweet girl no, particularly to her asking for sex and say she's here in my room now, my imagination gets quite blurry this time. (rating: 6)
Be in complete control of yourself and your environment, and YOU will be the one who controls when, how, and with whom you have sex. Oh, that's where I seek to go. (rating: 3.5)
Develop and display a fantastic sense of humor, which will make you socially popular and attractive to others, especially beautiful women. I actually could not rate myself accurately here. Most people though see me as serious. (rating: 3.75)
Shit, somebody's here talking to me, and I can't make him go. I can't make him stop talking. He's speaking of negativities! I want to protect myself, but he just doesn't stop. Go away man! Can't you see I'm doing something?
Be entirely comfortable in social situations of any type, whether they are familiar to you or not. That's why I'm doing pickup, but I still don't have much experience to test how I handle all sorts of social situation. (rating: 4.25)
Be a better, higher and more refined quality of man. That's our goal right? All of us. (rating: 3)
Let's stop here. This guy beside me is hopeless!
EDIT: Would you believe that guy talked about the possibility of crimes happening here, while I've been doing my best to clear my mind of negativities? He just sprang on my right side. I don't even know who he is. He then went on demonstrating his knowledge about fiber optics. He couldn't be stopped from talking. My body language was so obvious, I didn't want to listen to him. That guy should learn pickup. I said I'm done then I went away.
"I am developing into a high value Alpha Male..."
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