01-10-2016, 03:19 PM
Ya i don't understand what's going on half the time. I think it has something to do with making me more seductive. A couple days ago the thoughts that we're going through my head were " I like pain". Working out, making money, doing things I had on my mind, I felt unstoppable. I knew that there would be something good from the pain. I start stage 4 tmr. Last night was ok, but weird. I went to a bar by myself and sat down to this girl and her friend working as a bartender. It was my goal to get drunk but I felt socially dominant and alpha out of everyone there. I started effortlessly talking to the girls. I said some meaningless platitude to break the ice like "what's a good drink to get?" And it was more that I was the hottest guy in the room that I successfully continued conversing with these females but the program worked to effortless flirt and speak to them for three hours. At first I thought I was going to have a threesome with them but I didn't. Then I was talking to the girl beside me a lot we were taking shots and she was buying me drinks. This whole time however if I didn't get the best reaction from her I just remembered "this is just some entertainment for me, to aid the real reason I was at the bar" which was to get roaring drunk. In all honest this chick was a bit fucked up. I found her style a bit attractive, petit, tattoos, piercings, tongue ring, likes to drink. She was pretty open with me and told about being abused In past relationships you know now that I think about it I could've just told her to come to my car and we'd get it in right there she even said I was pretty I got her number within ten minutes but then her little brother and friend came I think they were going to do some drugs but I just stayed at the bar. After she had left I started flirting with the other waitresses and I guess the bartender didn't like it so I got cut off and I left graciously. I'm pretty sure this chick I was talking to just blocked me out of her life after last night for some reason, which is completely confusing she was practically exposing her self to me at the bar I had to be like "show me later" but anyways just wanted to share and paint that picture for you got a couple numbers these past couple days I'm beggining to notice more which women are open to be seduced everything is still changing though. I wouldn't be too sad if there were more occasions where I can naturally flirt and seduce women like I did at the bar 
