A Message for Shannon

[Spareness]

Wow, what country are you from to be earning that little? Which I am sure to you is alot but $73 for one month?? Sorry mate thought you lived in the states....

I lived in Indonesia in rural areas. Salaries in rural areas is very small. Luckily I'm learning online business and will conduct business online. So I'll be fine. Achieve financial freedom (and become rich if necessary and if desired).

good luck, hope we all can succeed to be the people we were meant to be, you, me, and everyone else on this forum.

Thank you bro, hopefully our expectations materialized.

I am surprised that you are feeling guilty. I, myself, used a pirated version and haven't paid for it yet. That, of course, I intend to do pay for it in the future when I can. But I haven't personally felt any guilt or shame over it. If you ask me, would I have pirated it if I knew about AP code? Yes! Because I know I will pay for it, sooner or later.

This is indeed a bit strange because I like you, since the beginning intend to pay. In fact, I actually initially using AM6 because I was so obsessed with a girl.

After that, the journey turns into a journey toward self-mastery. After that I began to realize that subliminal made by Shannon is truly a masterpiece that can I use to change my life. I am also aware that AM6 (and other programs made by Shannon) is made by the dedication and hard work. It really motivated me to buy this product (interest at first sight) because it could change my life and I really appreciate and respect the work of Shannon. To be honest this is the second product on the Internet that I want to buy. The first is the subliminal of other companies, of course I have now canceled. Buy online at my place is taboo, like sex.

A few days later I felt very angry. At that time I release my anger. After that I felt my mind more peaceful. A few days later I realized that it was all (probably) is a step that is needed to let go of the past. I also feel guilty for girls (oneitis) very I hate. I also apologize to the girl that I hate it. I feel guilt and shame to almost everyone that I hate (in the past). (I communicate with my Vocational High School friend, through facebook). After that, I disable my facebook account. Delete facebook account in stage 1-> then open again at stage 3 (if I remember) -> closed at stage 5. Strange.

Anyway, leaving that aside, I am sorry to hear that you are feeling depressed, I know the feels. Hang in tight there, man.

Thanks man.

I think his depression is related to AM6 pushing him out of his comfort zone and not the AP code.
Tons of people who did AM went through the same thing and paid the program. It's probably that.

Resistance which I experienced tolerable complex. Made me can not translate it into a format that can be read. Basically intertwined with each other, but here are emerging from my head:

- The fact of my life
Translate:
I can not accept the reality of my life, I do not want a lifestyle like the alpha male, I just want to have a life like a normal person.
Comment: I probably feel uncomfortable (fear) has alpha male lifestyle. Maybe it was one of the reasons why I can not let go of the past, before.

In addition it is the most dominant thoughts regarding my beliefs about sex. It is my belief from childhood. The most severe is the belief about sex, which is associated with my religious beliefs. Made me feel very scared, depressed and frustrated. Until suicidal thoughts started coming.