(12-20-2015, 08:27 AM)Wahyu Wrote: Shannon has been since long in my mind, but I am increasingly aware since my last depression. Now I am in general was in the "procrastination / mild depression state". But I'm still very vulnerable and often back into a deep depression.

First of all, I did not realize it. All, as it is in my mind but I can not realize it all and do not know what it is. Everything was very subtle, and made me did not notice it.

After the last depression, I was rarely open forum. What I'm doing is procrastinating throughout the day. But one day I do not know why I opened the forum. The first day I just opened it briefly, and during the next few days I spend more time in the forum. And I do not know why.

I see a thread on a forum that discussed the AP code, and there is also a guy who posted in my journal about how I use pirated versions AM6 (but unfortunately I've had been significantly edited my old posts, I do not know why), meaning I have not paid subs that I use yet.

After that I became aware of what I think and feel.

So, since my last depression I want to apologize to you, Shannon. But I'm procrastinating. I so far I use AM6 without paying. I'm actually from the first never intend to use AM6 without paying. Then, I would pay if I had the money. But, in the middle of the Stage in AM6 I realized a few things.

I think using yours subs and pay later because my condition was very bad at that time (as well as my financial condition). Will be alright. But it did not. And I think, though later I will pay for it, this is not good. After that I felt guilty and ashamed. I also realized that if I did not apologize to you is an act that shows disrespect. So I think I should apologize to you.

So, now, I'm here I want to apologize to you Shannon, from the deepest heart. I hope you'll forgive me.

Lately I'm also aware that my decision at that time chose AM6 is not appropriate. At that time I really was obsessed with a girl. It really made me who have severe depression become more depressed again. If I choose now I will choose EPHRA. I also had time to feel sorry for a while why not choose EPHRA. But I tried to convince myself that it was the best decision I could decide at that time.

I also want to convey is that it turns almost subliminal are you making now is part of the manifestation AM6 being I am using.

And finally I wish to to say to you is I want to make a request to you to upgrade Increase your hearing. It's been a long time I wanted to say this, but I felt ashamed and guilty.

I think that's all I wish to say to you Shannon. Please forgive me if there is an error writing. I was very tired, and I think I'm depressed.

(12-21-2015, 01:57 PM)hiddenalias Wrote: I think you could email or PM Shannon directly about this.

(12-21-2015, 01:57 PM)hiddenalias Wrote: But do what I am gonna do, if you are unemployed like me, even the most basic job minimum wage can be good enough for $8 an hour to save up to $1000 within a month. Of course you won't get that far if you have living expenses to pay and such. So you may have to maybe save up working somewhere for about 3 months....that's on my agenda to buy WM and AM 6 for 2016 (unless if we are going to be getting a New Years Sale, even better!

(12-21-2015, 10:06 PM)Wahyu Wrote:

(12-21-2015, 01:57 PM)hiddenalias Wrote: I think you could email or PM Shannon directly about this.

As far as I know Shannon rarely open the email. Perhaps now, not at all. He also did not accept PM.

(12-21-2015, 01:57 PM)hiddenalias Wrote: But do what I am gonna do, if you are unemployed like me, even the most basic job minimum wage can be good enough for $8 an hour to save up to $1000 within a month. Of course you won't get that far if you have living expenses to pay and such. So you may have to maybe save up working somewhere for about 3 months....that's on my agenda to buy WM and AM 6 for 2016 (unless if we are going to be getting a New Years Sale, even better!

The standard salary around my area is less than $50 per month. If I want to get about $100/month, I have to go to town very far away.

If I was working in a nearby area, the advantage is a fairly close distance, may not need capital, I can come home every day so I can use my computer. Unfortunately, the work as it would require a pretty good social skills. It really is not the advantage on my side. Very low salaries would also pulled me farther to pay AM6.

The second option, is working in a city that has at least a much higher salary. I can get at least $73.18/month. The problem is:

Certainly requires considerable capital. I do not have the money to buy shoes and proper uniforms. Often also apply to work like my classmates at SMK did require "capital" or the like. Money to go to the city is not small. Etc. Basically requires considerable capital. Social skills are also not a joke. Other than that I can not use my computer. I just have an old computer computer.

But thanks for your advice, man.

(12-21-2015, 10:06 PM)Wahyu Wrote:

(12-21-2015, 01:57 PM)hiddenalias Wrote: I think you could email or PM Shannon directly about this.

As far as I know Shannon rarely open the email. Perhaps now, not at all. He also did not accept PM.

(12-21-2015, 01:57 PM)hiddenalias Wrote: But do what I am gonna do, if you are unemployed like me, even the most basic job minimum wage can be good enough for $8 an hour to save up to $1000 within a month. Of course you won't get that far if you have living expenses to pay and such. So you may have to maybe save up working somewhere for about 3 months....that's on my agenda to buy WM and AM 6 for 2016 (unless if we are going to be getting a New Years Sale, even better!

The standard salary around my area is less than $50 per month. If I want to get about $100/month, I have to go to town very far away.

If I was working in a nearby area, the advantage is a fairly close distance, may not need capital, I can come home every day so I can use my computer. Unfortunately, the work as it would require a pretty good social skills. It really is not the advantage on my side. Very low salaries would also pulled me farther to pay AM6.

The second option, is working in a city that has at least a much higher salary. I can get at least $73.18/month. The problem is:

Certainly requires considerable capital. I do not have the money to buy shoes and proper uniforms. Often also apply to work like my classmates at SMK did require "capital" or the like. Money to go to the city is not small. Etc. Basically requires considerable capital. Social skills are also not a joke. Other than that I can not use my computer. I just have an old computer computer.

But thanks for your advice, man.

Quote:Talking sh*t to me for asking questions until the thread gets locked and then pointed fingers and throwing stones is unprofessional on everybody's part except for mine (just kidding)

(12-25-2015, 07:59 AM)Dzemoo Wrote: wow thats shit 6g will probably be uneffortable for people living in a 3. world country and as shanon progresses his subs will be only effortbale to rich poeple like 10 years in the future

for poeple like you i recommend sticking to the free subs or using 4g any growth is better than none

(12-22-2015, 02:40 PM)Benjamin Wrote:

Quote:Talking sh*t to me for asking questions until the thread gets locked and then pointed fingers and throwing stones is unprofessional on everybody's part except for mine (just kidding)

Really? I've said enough times it's not about the questions it's about attacking and abusing people. And THIS very quote is proof of the attitude that is the problem.

Obviously you'll whinge that it's just because of asking questions and act like you did nothing, but i've given you a proper warning which has suspended your posting for 3 days.

Quote:Is anyone gonna answer his question though? Is this guy's depression related to the AP code and is he gonna be stuck with it until he finds some way to pay on $50 a month?

(01-02-2016, 09:22 PM)robstar Wrote:

(12-22-2015, 02:40 PM)Benjamin Wrote:

Quote:Talking sh*t to me for asking questions until the thread gets locked and then pointed fingers and throwing stones is unprofessional on everybody's part except for mine (just kidding)

Really? I've said enough times it's not about the questions it's about attacking and abusing people. And THIS very quote is proof of the attitude that is the problem.

Obviously you'll whinge that it's just because of asking questions and act like you did nothing, but i've given you a proper warning which has suspended your posting for 3 days.

Is anyone gonna answer his question though? Is this guy's depression related to the AP code and is he gonna be stuck with it until he finds some way to pay on $50 a month?