01-10-2016, 09:14 AM
(This post was last modified: 01-11-2016, 12:09 AM by hiddenalias.)
DAY 30- 29 DAYS OF LISTENING
MISSED ONE DAY OF LISTENING
8 hours listening through speakers while sleeping listening to trickling stream
8 hours using isochronic tones while sleeping along with listening to trickling stream
1 hour listening from over hear headphones trickling stream while awake
Total 9 hours
So I wanted to quickly say that I finally got a heavy crazy vivid dream last night (before I forget it I should note this down quickly). I think it was with the usage of the iso-tones that gave me this wild dream. So here is how it went, what I remember is seeing about 5 or 6 simultaneous tornadoes occurring close to my house. The next thing I know is that my parents are in between walls hiding under the doorway and I am going underneath my bed. The next thing I felt powerfully (it felt so real) is that I felt the tornado ripping through my room and finally getting to my bed literally and lifted me up and started 'taking me for a ride' so to speak and the next thing I knew it was over within a few seconds, I ended up 'landing' at some sort of place and there were people there and all I remember is landing on a chair sitting style and had a blanket over me, I felt underneath I was naked and a woman was asking me to take the blanket off.
(end of dreams)
It was really vivid I mean like it felt REAL especially with the tornado rippin thru; with the use of isotones it might have helped in vivid dreaming; of course Shannon's subs also gave me vivid dreams but I think its the specific stereo system you use; the newest one I have doesnt seem to be living up to its expectations as its former stereo that I owned so with the utilization of isotones it really made a big difference. Isotones should be okay to use alongside the subs since there is no verbiage like the subs and it is all brainwave entrainment.
Did 20 min of the car mechanics tutorial today; I was going to finish up but was in a hurry cuz I didnt want to be caught still at my home with the relatives coming by for a visit; good feeling is that things made sense and didnt have to necessarily rewind to understand what I was watching; so today was my nieces bday; she turned 4 years old; I kinda dont know if I was avoiding them in all but wanted to see the kids....I went on a joy ride to go and see what my posible company location looks like...not bad for 23 miles away from my home; I see them after tomorrow. I felt stupid coming home thinking the relatives were going to stay for a few hours only to be ready to leave as they had their coats on and stuff so that was kinda embarrassing then my mom blurts out what I got for my niece; I said I dont got the money to buy her anything so that was another embarrassing fumble in front of her parents; SMH; but the truth is cuz of my social anxiety I am shy giving my nieces their bday presents or gifts cuz thats just me; it really isnt about the money I dont mind buying them stuff I love seeing the joy on their face I am just shy to give it to them in front of their parents.
Today I did alot of planning of how I was gonnna escape and break ties with the family if I needed to; and what I was gonna write to my bro in law (thinking of leaving a letter for everyone and give it to him cuz since he's not biological familly he is still a in law relative); or I could just say what I feel without being dominated as if I am just acting as an immature child; I hope AM 6 makes me in a way where I can just say what I feel get respected for it and not be shamed for doing what I really want; cuz the current beta version of me if I were to pull that off, I'd be embarrased, yelled at, laughed at, lectured from a few people in my family and ultimately shamed to do such a thing.....so of course I wouldnt do it as I am now but as what I will become....
So here is an update regarding MLS that I did after writing this journal; I started back in photoshop cs 6 but went back to video 1 and started my outlining strategy; I cant say I am learning by just watching and recalling the steps although I do remember some but not all; so that is why I am resorting to outlining notes and 'studying' them. Also I finished up the remainder of the car mechanics video so now the next step is breakin them down into pieces to 'memorize' them.
MISSED ONE DAY OF LISTENING
8 hours listening through speakers while sleeping listening to trickling stream
8 hours using isochronic tones while sleeping along with listening to trickling stream
1 hour listening from over hear headphones trickling stream while awake
Total 9 hours
So I wanted to quickly say that I finally got a heavy crazy vivid dream last night (before I forget it I should note this down quickly). I think it was with the usage of the iso-tones that gave me this wild dream. So here is how it went, what I remember is seeing about 5 or 6 simultaneous tornadoes occurring close to my house. The next thing I know is that my parents are in between walls hiding under the doorway and I am going underneath my bed. The next thing I felt powerfully (it felt so real) is that I felt the tornado ripping through my room and finally getting to my bed literally and lifted me up and started 'taking me for a ride' so to speak and the next thing I knew it was over within a few seconds, I ended up 'landing' at some sort of place and there were people there and all I remember is landing on a chair sitting style and had a blanket over me, I felt underneath I was naked and a woman was asking me to take the blanket off.
(end of dreams)
It was really vivid I mean like it felt REAL especially with the tornado rippin thru; with the use of isotones it might have helped in vivid dreaming; of course Shannon's subs also gave me vivid dreams but I think its the specific stereo system you use; the newest one I have doesnt seem to be living up to its expectations as its former stereo that I owned so with the utilization of isotones it really made a big difference. Isotones should be okay to use alongside the subs since there is no verbiage like the subs and it is all brainwave entrainment.
Did 20 min of the car mechanics tutorial today; I was going to finish up but was in a hurry cuz I didnt want to be caught still at my home with the relatives coming by for a visit; good feeling is that things made sense and didnt have to necessarily rewind to understand what I was watching; so today was my nieces bday; she turned 4 years old; I kinda dont know if I was avoiding them in all but wanted to see the kids....I went on a joy ride to go and see what my posible company location looks like...not bad for 23 miles away from my home; I see them after tomorrow. I felt stupid coming home thinking the relatives were going to stay for a few hours only to be ready to leave as they had their coats on and stuff so that was kinda embarrassing then my mom blurts out what I got for my niece; I said I dont got the money to buy her anything so that was another embarrassing fumble in front of her parents; SMH; but the truth is cuz of my social anxiety I am shy giving my nieces their bday presents or gifts cuz thats just me; it really isnt about the money I dont mind buying them stuff I love seeing the joy on their face I am just shy to give it to them in front of their parents.
Today I did alot of planning of how I was gonnna escape and break ties with the family if I needed to; and what I was gonna write to my bro in law (thinking of leaving a letter for everyone and give it to him cuz since he's not biological familly he is still a in law relative); or I could just say what I feel without being dominated as if I am just acting as an immature child; I hope AM 6 makes me in a way where I can just say what I feel get respected for it and not be shamed for doing what I really want; cuz the current beta version of me if I were to pull that off, I'd be embarrased, yelled at, laughed at, lectured from a few people in my family and ultimately shamed to do such a thing.....so of course I wouldnt do it as I am now but as what I will become....
So here is an update regarding MLS that I did after writing this journal; I started back in photoshop cs 6 but went back to video 1 and started my outlining strategy; I cant say I am learning by just watching and recalling the steps although I do remember some but not all; so that is why I am resorting to outlining notes and 'studying' them. Also I finished up the remainder of the car mechanics video so now the next step is breakin them down into pieces to 'memorize' them.
