01-08-2016, 02:14 PM
Stage 1 Day 28
I had alot to post but I lost it lol. Anyways the only thing I noticed it is I seem to be alot nicer now; probably because I've been executing the program and doing what needs to be done. Must be the exercising and meditation. I observed today that women have been smiling and be friendly towards me as well. One thing that really stuck out though is I feel people around me are lying just to lie. It's like they thing being unhealthy and lying is kool. So yea I'm getting the feeling people are lying to me alot. Aside from that positive smiles from.women and I've been getting along with guys too at least today lol.
Other then that sex is on my mind along with drinking. I want to go out and party and f*** chicks but I also need to master and balance money and resources. I seem to be spending money wildly. The OF sub has something to do with that , I ran that before this run of AM. One more thing that I noticed is I've been laughing alot as well , could be healthy testosterone levels or just the sub at work. Jokes were flowing effortlessly today and I laughed alot as well as the people around me , so I'm happy about that. Same thing happened to me when I ran SM my humor skyrocketed.
I had alot to post but I lost it lol. Anyways the only thing I noticed it is I seem to be alot nicer now; probably because I've been executing the program and doing what needs to be done. Must be the exercising and meditation. I observed today that women have been smiling and be friendly towards me as well. One thing that really stuck out though is I feel people around me are lying just to lie. It's like they thing being unhealthy and lying is kool. So yea I'm getting the feeling people are lying to me alot. Aside from that positive smiles from.women and I've been getting along with guys too at least today lol.
Other then that sex is on my mind along with drinking. I want to go out and party and f*** chicks but I also need to master and balance money and resources. I seem to be spending money wildly. The OF sub has something to do with that , I ran that before this run of AM. One more thing that I noticed is I've been laughing alot as well , could be healthy testosterone levels or just the sub at work. Jokes were flowing effortlessly today and I laughed alot as well as the people around me , so I'm happy about that. Same thing happened to me when I ran SM my humor skyrocketed.
It always seems impossible until it's done."_ Nelson Mandela
"Continuous improvement is better then delayed perfection."_ Mark Twain
"We change the world not by what we say or do, but as a consequence of what we have become. " _ Dr. David Hawkins
