01-06-2016, 08:40 PM
(This post was last modified: 01-07-2016, 01:35 AM by hiddenalias.)
DAY 26 - 25 DAYS OF LISTENING
MISSED ONE DAY OF LISTENING
6 hours listening trickling stream while sleeping max volume
30 min listening trickling stream while awake max volume
Total listening time 6.5 hours
Still trying to find some time to play the sub on loop mode. I keep leaving the house so putting it on a loop is near to impossible. I could only do 6 hours last night cuz I had to go to a job interview and I guess I am at fault cuz I am not starting the subs earlier in the evening which could add more time.
I did 2 more vids on Photoshop CS 6; I was kind of in the mode of 'not caring much about the tutorial' and understood some key concepts but I guess my heart wasnt into it tonight.....for who knows what reason. I could say this much is that the vivid dreams have stopped ever since starting to play the sub on my new device; hopefully it will come back starting tonight.
POST UPDATE: Okay so here's the beef.....sure I am posting up my progress with the sub....but I donno it is so bland......you are geting the details but I think I want to convert this post to more than just a sub progress; basically make it more fun and entertaining to read with my "stories" for the day so that you guys can read the progress and be entertained with my crap life at the same time lol.......consider it I guess a "my diary and sub journal". Probably will break it down into 3 sections, the dreams (if applicable), the sub progress and how my day was today.
So basically today I had an interview and what I discovered was how to look for jobs "the right way" that I got today only cuz I made the call to find out what happened to my job resume upload I put in on indeed.com; I mean if I didn't call them to let them know, they wouldve never scheduled an interview and the good news is that the guy wants to move forward and "hire me" with a non paid training and then start paying me at a rate where my old job was where I got fired from but the downside is that it is a "part time" and not full time like my last place......
Talked to a girl on the phone today that was supposed to be my arranged marriage girl and she is sooooo into my culture like my parents, my bro in law, n my sister. I mean she is "modern" but she also doesnt like texting which is a drag.....I wish she would like to text n enjoy each other's company but I guess its all good; she sounds sexy on the phone and what Im afraid of is that she isnt gonna be kinky or sexual.....but we talked for 90 min about so she seems cool but her outlook on my religion is lame; I respect your choice in religion selection but if I am not into it and you are, it may seem lame but she seems fun just kinda boring with the whole religion crap; so thats why I need AYP cuz if it does work with her and she still isnt sexual or kinky, I need AYP to get my own "ideal" girl that is like me and just go with this new girl....if she doesnt want to work it out, thats fine she wasnt my religious aspect kinda girl.....
I even asked a girl if she'd like to go out on a date while ordering some food from a restaurant at the drive thru window;
lol heck I also asked someone that interviewed me on Skype for a job to see if she'd like to go out for a coffee date; she responded with "sure sounds good we can talk more about the job position if we do meet" but I responded to make it clear that "I want it to be more than just talking about the job; I want to get to know you personally"....sort of deal. But she is in Cali and I am in TX so we'll see how she replies.
my mom still thinks I cant handle myself or take care of myself and when I said 'people will be afraid of me' (by using AM 6)? she didnt believe me.....(why else would I say it)? the parents are dragging me to this stupid funciton this friday and I dont give a shit for.......sucks when you got people making you do things you dont wanna do; I guess with AM 6, they wouldnt think twice of dragging me along if I didnt wanna go.......
MISSED ONE DAY OF LISTENING
6 hours listening trickling stream while sleeping max volume
30 min listening trickling stream while awake max volume
Total listening time 6.5 hours
Still trying to find some time to play the sub on loop mode. I keep leaving the house so putting it on a loop is near to impossible. I could only do 6 hours last night cuz I had to go to a job interview and I guess I am at fault cuz I am not starting the subs earlier in the evening which could add more time.
I did 2 more vids on Photoshop CS 6; I was kind of in the mode of 'not caring much about the tutorial' and understood some key concepts but I guess my heart wasnt into it tonight.....for who knows what reason. I could say this much is that the vivid dreams have stopped ever since starting to play the sub on my new device; hopefully it will come back starting tonight.
POST UPDATE: Okay so here's the beef.....sure I am posting up my progress with the sub....but I donno it is so bland......you are geting the details but I think I want to convert this post to more than just a sub progress; basically make it more fun and entertaining to read with my "stories" for the day so that you guys can read the progress and be entertained with my crap life at the same time lol.......consider it I guess a "my diary and sub journal". Probably will break it down into 3 sections, the dreams (if applicable), the sub progress and how my day was today.
So basically today I had an interview and what I discovered was how to look for jobs "the right way" that I got today only cuz I made the call to find out what happened to my job resume upload I put in on indeed.com; I mean if I didn't call them to let them know, they wouldve never scheduled an interview and the good news is that the guy wants to move forward and "hire me" with a non paid training and then start paying me at a rate where my old job was where I got fired from but the downside is that it is a "part time" and not full time like my last place......
Talked to a girl on the phone today that was supposed to be my arranged marriage girl and she is sooooo into my culture like my parents, my bro in law, n my sister. I mean she is "modern" but she also doesnt like texting which is a drag.....I wish she would like to text n enjoy each other's company but I guess its all good; she sounds sexy on the phone and what Im afraid of is that she isnt gonna be kinky or sexual.....but we talked for 90 min about so she seems cool but her outlook on my religion is lame; I respect your choice in religion selection but if I am not into it and you are, it may seem lame but she seems fun just kinda boring with the whole religion crap; so thats why I need AYP cuz if it does work with her and she still isnt sexual or kinky, I need AYP to get my own "ideal" girl that is like me and just go with this new girl....if she doesnt want to work it out, thats fine she wasnt my religious aspect kinda girl.....
I even asked a girl if she'd like to go out on a date while ordering some food from a restaurant at the drive thru window;
lol heck I also asked someone that interviewed me on Skype for a job to see if she'd like to go out for a coffee date; she responded with "sure sounds good we can talk more about the job position if we do meet" but I responded to make it clear that "I want it to be more than just talking about the job; I want to get to know you personally"....sort of deal. But she is in Cali and I am in TX so we'll see how she replies.
my mom still thinks I cant handle myself or take care of myself and when I said 'people will be afraid of me' (by using AM 6)? she didnt believe me.....(why else would I say it)? the parents are dragging me to this stupid funciton this friday and I dont give a shit for.......sucks when you got people making you do things you dont wanna do; I guess with AM 6, they wouldnt think twice of dragging me along if I didnt wanna go.......
