01-06-2016, 09:12 AM
(01-06-2016, 08:27 AM)Alpha360 Wrote: color=#FF1493]Day 23:[/color]
I went to a date that I got from a dating site. It was great, the girl is a bit masculine but has a good feminine side too. Better than my ex I think but we'll see, hard to judge because she is not herself really.
I think she is being the nicest possible and keep a part of her personality well hide. I don't really realize what kind of effect I have on her and she was very discreet. I saw some hair playing but it wasn't often.
When we arrived at the restaurant just to drink a beer I noticed one of the waitress got hit by me. I saw she went tense when she saw me, it was so obvious. It's like I pushed a button and she went into pleasing mode. I don't like to brag but I didn't care but like the attention. Usually I would be more excited when I realize a girl is attracted to me like that, but here I was like bored. My sensitivity has literally decrease by a good amount. It's like nothing really surprise me. When I sat at the restaurant I noticed some people look at me like I'm a superstar. We talk a lot and shared a lot of story, she talk a bit too much I would say and the subject was a bit creepy sometimes. At some point in my head I said 'fu**' she talk too much it's going to get creepy if she doesn't stop at some point.
We went to the beach and after talking about friends I began to approach her a bit. Getting closer but I saw she avoid it a bit and she was talking about friendship and all that stuff about not being attracted to some of her friend. I think she was testing me to see if I'm attracted to her. She talk about that to see if I'm disappointed if we stay friend only. So after her test I just gave up” if you go away then let's be friend, I don't really care anyway” that what I thought. But after me giving up because she seems to reject my approach it's her who started to approach me very slowly. She started to put one leg on mine but she was facing me so I couldn't do anything, it would have been too obvious. Then she changed position and started to caress my arm when I was talking about something. I kept talking like it was completely normal. Then after being comfortable touching each other she kiss my neck and we kiss each other. We cuddle and talk for 30 min. She told me she would bring me home but her mom would have been too much according to her.
I think we could have sex lol, but I was so not needy that I didn't really want it. I just wanted to appreciated this cuddling. It was great, I felt like a real man. I think she wanted to have sex but I wasn't really up to it, not tonight. It's strange when you don't have any neediness. You want it but there is no forceful stupidity behind it. It's like it's great and I'm motivated to do it but if it doesn't happen it's also great. What ever happens it's great.
Went to a bar to piss, and in the room after taking a pee, the guy washing his hands gave me his place very respectfully. I was just looking at the glass feeling awesome waiting for my turn and he treated me like a king for no reason, told me to talk his place, nodded and all like he was supposed to do that. Honestly I was almost bothered because I didn't had the time to look at my face in the mirror when he told me to take his place. Then when I went out his friends nodded me too. I think it's official now I am a super start xD I don't understand why I get so much respect. Even with phero I didn't get such treatment, maybe with bad wolf butit wasn't as smooth and often.
The guy we bought our sandwich from was normal at first but after 1 minute I saw him getting really smiley, pleasing. I saw his attitude changed completely for no reason (actually the reason was me). I would say it's a charisma hit, no respect this time but likability.
Now that I think again I think this girl did everything to please me, usually a girl start to make request at some point, or ask for things. Or saying things inappropriate or some mistakes, or she let loose. She relax like she is home. But here from the beginning to the end she was very precise, even propose to serve me or going to take the meal. No request, no bitchiness what's so ever. “I told her I never saw a girl so kind” She excused herself at multiples time, when she forgot her cigarette in the car. I hope it's stay like that. A kind girl is exactly what I want. Go to hell the bitchiness !!!
This stage 5 is the sh**ttttt !!!!!!!!!!!!! during the stage 5 from AM5 I slightly grasp that attitude. But here it's another level.
Awesome day you had there! Oh and all that respect you deserve it!
