01-06-2016, 08:27 AM
Stage 5 Day 18:
I'm still getting a better treatment from girls I meet. I was back at my sushi bar after 6 month.
I went there with a friend who used to come there with me.. And he said “it's strange the waitress is too nice with us, she is not like that usually”, we both knew this waitress behavior, and usually she is not like that. She is more the cold type, friendly but a forced friendly as it's her job. But today it was a genuine friendly and we could see she was happy to serve us. And she wasn't before.
She even ask me if my friend need a glass with his drink, but she was staring at me but the glass was for my friend not me.
I studied her behavior and indeed with the other customer she wasn't as happy, she was faking smile.
Then at the end we paid our meals with her. I could see she wasn't comfortable, again this never happened once before. At the end said “Bonne appetit” When she was supposed to say “good bye” she wasn't comfortable. And again for no reason, she was very comfortable with the other customer.
For the new year I was invited to a party, I knew only 2 person there. There were about 50 people.
Some guys were intimidated during the night some even after some talking. It seems I project a very strong vibe and when I'm not in a good mood, or smiling the guys around me are afraid. 4 guys told me something about that during that night. There were some girls that night but I can't say for sure if there were attracted. Some were curious about me but nothing exceptional. I don't really shine in that kind of environment exactly like in a club. At least with girls. A guy twice my size try to stared me down when I came in a room, he was caressing the crazy pretty girl. But when he noticed I didn't even react to his threat he look down, I was annoyed by his pathetic behavior like I couldn't enter that room because he was kissing that girl, how stupid is that.
At some point this crazy girl was dancing very near me for no reason. That guy was a bit jealous it seems when he looked at me. That crazy girl stared at me another time. It seems she wanted me to approach her. But she was too crazy for me, and she kissed that guy a lot. I didn't want any problem and she was half drunk. I'm not really into crazy girl anyway, she smelled the intense drama girl (ONS ONLY).
Day 19:
I'm not really in a mood to joke and I see a lot of jokes as really stupid. Very low tolerance for bs, stupidity, if something is boring I'm really annoyed. My mood can get very good if there is good environment though.
Day 20:
I have been wondering what so different about me now that all this girls are showing interests. Guys naturally see me as a threat, they try to stare, others are intimidated. I was at a bar near the beach, and the waitress started to please me. Another girl went from a crying face to a smiling face just after I looked at her while she was looking at me. The waitress added a chair on my table for no apparent reason then removed it.
What's strange is that I expect them to behaved that way, I also know with my side vision that they are watching me.
Day 21:
I read my old AM6 journal. Well, who is this boring guy, wasting his time talking about some bs dream.
That old run wasn't as bad I thought but not amazing either.
Day 23:
I went to a date that I got from a dating site. It was great, the girl is a bit masculine but has a good feminine side too. Better than my ex I think but we'll see, hard to judge because she is not herself really.
I think she is being the nicest possible and keep a part of her personality well hide. I don't really realize what kind of effect I have on her and she was very discreet. I saw some hair playing but it wasn't often.
When we arrived at the restaurant just to drink a beer I noticed one of the waitress got hit by me. I saw she went tense when she saw me, it was so obvious. It's like I pushed a button and she went into pleasing mode. I don't like to brag but I didn't care but like the attention. Usually I would be more excited when I realize a girl is attracted to me like that, but here I was like bored. My sensitivity has literally decrease by a good amount. It's like nothing really surprise me. When I sat at the restaurant I noticed some people look at me like I'm a superstar. We talk a lot and shared a lot of story, she talk a bit too much I would say and the subject was a bit creepy sometimes. At some point in my head I said 'fu**' she talk too much it's going to get creepy if she doesn't stop at some point.
We went to the beach and after talking about friends I began to approach her a bit. Getting closer but I saw she avoid it a bit and she was talking about friendship and all that stuff about not being attracted to some of her friend. I think she was testing me to see if I'm attracted to her. She talk about that to see if I'm disappointed if we stay friend only. So after her test I just gave up” if you go away then let's be friend, I don't really care anyway” that what I thought. But after me giving up because she seems to reject my approach it's her who started to approach me very slowly. She started to put one leg on mine but she was facing me so I couldn't do anything, it would have been too obvious. Then she changed position and started to caress my arm when I was talking about something. I kept talking like it was completely normal. Then after being comfortable touching each other she kiss my neck and we kiss each other. We cuddle and talk for 30 min. She told me she would bring me home but her mom would have been too much according to her.
I think we could have sex lol, but I was so not needy that I didn't really want it. I just wanted to appreciated this cuddling. It was great, I felt like a real man. I think she wanted to have sex but I wasn't really up to it, not tonight. It's strange when you don't have any neediness. You want it but there is no forceful stupidity behind it. It's like it's great and I'm motivated to do it but if it doesn't happen it's also great. What ever happens it's great.
Went to a bar to piss, and in the room after taking a pee, the guy washing his hands gave me his place very respectfully. I was just looking at the glass feeling awesome waiting for my turn and he treated me like a king for no reason, told me to talk his place, nodded and all like he was supposed to do that. Honestly I was almost bothered because I didn't had the time to look at my face in the mirror when he told me to take his place. Then when I went out his friends nodded me too. I think it's official now I am a super start xD I don't understand why I get so much respect. Even with phero I didn't get such treatment, maybe with bad wolf butit wasn't as smooth and often.
The guy we bought our sandwich from was normal at first but after 1 minute I saw him getting really smiley, pleasing. I saw his attitude changed completely for no reason (actually the reason was me). I would say it's a charisma hit, no respect this time but likability.
Now that I think again I think this girl did everything to please me, usually a girl start to make request at some point, or ask for things. Or saying things inappropriate or some mistakes, or she let loose. She relax like she is home. But here from the beginning to the end she was very precise, even propose to serve me or going to take the meal. No request, no bitchiness what's so ever. “I told her I never saw a girl so kind” She excused herself at multiples time, when she forgot her cigarette in the car. I hope it's stay like that. A kind girl is exactly what I want. Go to hell the bitchiness !!!
This stage 5 is the sh**ttttt !!!!!!!!!!!!! during the stage 5 from AM5 I slightly grasp that attitude. But here it's another level.
I'm still getting a better treatment from girls I meet. I was back at my sushi bar after 6 month.
I went there with a friend who used to come there with me.. And he said “it's strange the waitress is too nice with us, she is not like that usually”, we both knew this waitress behavior, and usually she is not like that. She is more the cold type, friendly but a forced friendly as it's her job. But today it was a genuine friendly and we could see she was happy to serve us. And she wasn't before.
She even ask me if my friend need a glass with his drink, but she was staring at me but the glass was for my friend not me.
I studied her behavior and indeed with the other customer she wasn't as happy, she was faking smile.
Then at the end we paid our meals with her. I could see she wasn't comfortable, again this never happened once before. At the end said “Bonne appetit” When she was supposed to say “good bye” she wasn't comfortable. And again for no reason, she was very comfortable with the other customer.
For the new year I was invited to a party, I knew only 2 person there. There were about 50 people.
Some guys were intimidated during the night some even after some talking. It seems I project a very strong vibe and when I'm not in a good mood, or smiling the guys around me are afraid. 4 guys told me something about that during that night. There were some girls that night but I can't say for sure if there were attracted. Some were curious about me but nothing exceptional. I don't really shine in that kind of environment exactly like in a club. At least with girls. A guy twice my size try to stared me down when I came in a room, he was caressing the crazy pretty girl. But when he noticed I didn't even react to his threat he look down, I was annoyed by his pathetic behavior like I couldn't enter that room because he was kissing that girl, how stupid is that.
At some point this crazy girl was dancing very near me for no reason. That guy was a bit jealous it seems when he looked at me. That crazy girl stared at me another time. It seems she wanted me to approach her. But she was too crazy for me, and she kissed that guy a lot. I didn't want any problem and she was half drunk. I'm not really into crazy girl anyway, she smelled the intense drama girl (ONS ONLY).
Day 19:
I'm not really in a mood to joke and I see a lot of jokes as really stupid. Very low tolerance for bs, stupidity, if something is boring I'm really annoyed. My mood can get very good if there is good environment though.
Day 20:
I have been wondering what so different about me now that all this girls are showing interests. Guys naturally see me as a threat, they try to stare, others are intimidated. I was at a bar near the beach, and the waitress started to please me. Another girl went from a crying face to a smiling face just after I looked at her while she was looking at me. The waitress added a chair on my table for no apparent reason then removed it.
What's strange is that I expect them to behaved that way, I also know with my side vision that they are watching me.
Day 21:
I read my old AM6 journal. Well, who is this boring guy, wasting his time talking about some bs dream.
That old run wasn't as bad I thought but not amazing either.
Day 23:
I went to a date that I got from a dating site. It was great, the girl is a bit masculine but has a good feminine side too. Better than my ex I think but we'll see, hard to judge because she is not herself really.
I think she is being the nicest possible and keep a part of her personality well hide. I don't really realize what kind of effect I have on her and she was very discreet. I saw some hair playing but it wasn't often.
When we arrived at the restaurant just to drink a beer I noticed one of the waitress got hit by me. I saw she went tense when she saw me, it was so obvious. It's like I pushed a button and she went into pleasing mode. I don't like to brag but I didn't care but like the attention. Usually I would be more excited when I realize a girl is attracted to me like that, but here I was like bored. My sensitivity has literally decrease by a good amount. It's like nothing really surprise me. When I sat at the restaurant I noticed some people look at me like I'm a superstar. We talk a lot and shared a lot of story, she talk a bit too much I would say and the subject was a bit creepy sometimes. At some point in my head I said 'fu**' she talk too much it's going to get creepy if she doesn't stop at some point.
We went to the beach and after talking about friends I began to approach her a bit. Getting closer but I saw she avoid it a bit and she was talking about friendship and all that stuff about not being attracted to some of her friend. I think she was testing me to see if I'm attracted to her. She talk about that to see if I'm disappointed if we stay friend only. So after her test I just gave up” if you go away then let's be friend, I don't really care anyway” that what I thought. But after me giving up because she seems to reject my approach it's her who started to approach me very slowly. She started to put one leg on mine but she was facing me so I couldn't do anything, it would have been too obvious. Then she changed position and started to caress my arm when I was talking about something. I kept talking like it was completely normal. Then after being comfortable touching each other she kiss my neck and we kiss each other. We cuddle and talk for 30 min. She told me she would bring me home but her mom would have been too much according to her.
I think we could have sex lol, but I was so not needy that I didn't really want it. I just wanted to appreciated this cuddling. It was great, I felt like a real man. I think she wanted to have sex but I wasn't really up to it, not tonight. It's strange when you don't have any neediness. You want it but there is no forceful stupidity behind it. It's like it's great and I'm motivated to do it but if it doesn't happen it's also great. What ever happens it's great.
Went to a bar to piss, and in the room after taking a pee, the guy washing his hands gave me his place very respectfully. I was just looking at the glass feeling awesome waiting for my turn and he treated me like a king for no reason, told me to talk his place, nodded and all like he was supposed to do that. Honestly I was almost bothered because I didn't had the time to look at my face in the mirror when he told me to take his place. Then when I went out his friends nodded me too. I think it's official now I am a super start xD I don't understand why I get so much respect. Even with phero I didn't get such treatment, maybe with bad wolf butit wasn't as smooth and often.
The guy we bought our sandwich from was normal at first but after 1 minute I saw him getting really smiley, pleasing. I saw his attitude changed completely for no reason (actually the reason was me). I would say it's a charisma hit, no respect this time but likability.
Now that I think again I think this girl did everything to please me, usually a girl start to make request at some point, or ask for things. Or saying things inappropriate or some mistakes, or she let loose. She relax like she is home. But here from the beginning to the end she was very precise, even propose to serve me or going to take the meal. No request, no bitchiness what's so ever. “I told her I never saw a girl so kind” She excused herself at multiples time, when she forgot her cigarette in the car. I hope it's stay like that. A kind girl is exactly what I want. Go to hell the bitchiness !!!
This stage 5 is the sh**ttttt !!!!!!!!!!!!! during the stage 5 from AM5 I slightly grasp that attitude. But here it's another level.
