01-02-2016, 06:45 PM
(This post was last modified: 01-03-2016, 11:37 AM by hiddenalias.)
DAY 22 - 3 WEEKS OF LISTENING
9.5 hours listening of trickling stream while sleeping (volume 13/31)
3.5 hours listening while awake trickling stream (volume 12/31)
total 13 hours listened today
MISSED ONE DAY OF LISTENING
So I want to say that I do recall dreams but I dont know if they are as vivid as listening to them on US tones. Today I felt (using trickling stream only) that I kind of was mentally more "sharp" to say the least. I am also including the set volume above so you will know how loud the sound is playing over the course of the day.
I notice words come to me when like, writing on the forum, for example, the proper words come to me without me "thinking" for it......I had this weird thing where I was trying to find the right word, again it did come only after a few minutes.....then I kind of feel is that when I just am just focused on the word, a second later, it disappears and then I try to remember what it was again; I mean it was just not even a second ago I was just thinking of it....maybe the whole memory thing might need more effort to fix beyond MLS......again MLS prime focus I dont think is memory but learning skills.....kinda drives me crazy that I cant do word recall sometimes, was trying to think for another word, just read it on google and now I forgot it.....
For this reason, I am thinking of using binaural tones for recall purposes (since the beats/tones are NOT subliminals with spoken words) so it is okay to use along with the sub......I would prefer using earbuds for the tones/beats.....had some good effects with them before I discovered IML years ago.
But using trickling stream seemed to have some kind of affect on me in a good way of course; I again am putting the ethical hacking on the backburner just becuz I feel it isn't "complete" in its course for active hands on learning so I guess I am going to go with some other topic of interest, maybe affiliate/internet marketing would be good.
Well it just happenend to me as I was writing, the specific word I was trying to remember finally came to me; at first my brain was scanning for the word, then I recalled it started with the letter P and finally lots of minutes later, BANG!!! the light bulb clicks over my head and now I remember what it was......lol and now I forgot it - easy come / easy go I guess..... (EDIT: 30 min later here I go, recalled it again)....I am just wondering if some kinda wiring in my brain is "loose" like a loose plug that doesnt charge a laptop sort of deal; same with my memory bank -- the cord is cut, needs replacement or is just loose and needs to be pushed firmly back in for the juice to flow more smoothly....
So I have to say MLS is TRYING to get me to recall so I know it MUST be working but this whole word recall BS is just frustrating even if I do get it minutes to hours later.....so I know it works but my main focus shouldnt be on word recall it should be on learning a skill set.
Cant use bluetooth yet but that would be more ideal for me and preference anyways. When I find a good device that easily operates 20 khz for bluetooth, I will use that.
Tonight I also did an assessment for a job again. (side note - the sub was not playing at this time) but I think I felt that I didnt have to re read the questions two times before I made a decision on the answers; then I also skipped on instructions and grasped how I am supposed to answer the questions. Then they made me do a test to see which items were different and which items were teh same with alphanumeric codes jumbled together........and I had one minute to answer them; and I just accurately responded to all of these......I understood the scenario without having to re-read it again......thanks possibly to the wonders of MLS becuz before the sub, I would prolly read a passage scenario multiple times before comprehending what was being asked of me on a multiple choice to select the proper one......so maybe MLS is having affects after all.....but unfortunately I failed the assessment prolly cuz the answers I thought "fit" wasnt preferable for management. Oh well.
9.5 hours listening of trickling stream while sleeping (volume 13/31)
3.5 hours listening while awake trickling stream (volume 12/31)
total 13 hours listened today
MISSED ONE DAY OF LISTENING
So I want to say that I do recall dreams but I dont know if they are as vivid as listening to them on US tones. Today I felt (using trickling stream only) that I kind of was mentally more "sharp" to say the least. I am also including the set volume above so you will know how loud the sound is playing over the course of the day.
I notice words come to me when like, writing on the forum, for example, the proper words come to me without me "thinking" for it......I had this weird thing where I was trying to find the right word, again it did come only after a few minutes.....then I kind of feel is that when I just am just focused on the word, a second later, it disappears and then I try to remember what it was again; I mean it was just not even a second ago I was just thinking of it....maybe the whole memory thing might need more effort to fix beyond MLS......again MLS prime focus I dont think is memory but learning skills.....kinda drives me crazy that I cant do word recall sometimes, was trying to think for another word, just read it on google and now I forgot it.....
For this reason, I am thinking of using binaural tones for recall purposes (since the beats/tones are NOT subliminals with spoken words) so it is okay to use along with the sub......I would prefer using earbuds for the tones/beats.....had some good effects with them before I discovered IML years ago.
But using trickling stream seemed to have some kind of affect on me in a good way of course; I again am putting the ethical hacking on the backburner just becuz I feel it isn't "complete" in its course for active hands on learning so I guess I am going to go with some other topic of interest, maybe affiliate/internet marketing would be good.
Well it just happenend to me as I was writing, the specific word I was trying to remember finally came to me; at first my brain was scanning for the word, then I recalled it started with the letter P and finally lots of minutes later, BANG!!! the light bulb clicks over my head and now I remember what it was......lol and now I forgot it - easy come / easy go I guess..... (EDIT: 30 min later here I go, recalled it again)....I am just wondering if some kinda wiring in my brain is "loose" like a loose plug that doesnt charge a laptop sort of deal; same with my memory bank -- the cord is cut, needs replacement or is just loose and needs to be pushed firmly back in for the juice to flow more smoothly....
So I have to say MLS is TRYING to get me to recall so I know it MUST be working but this whole word recall BS is just frustrating even if I do get it minutes to hours later.....so I know it works but my main focus shouldnt be on word recall it should be on learning a skill set.
Cant use bluetooth yet but that would be more ideal for me and preference anyways. When I find a good device that easily operates 20 khz for bluetooth, I will use that.
Tonight I also did an assessment for a job again. (side note - the sub was not playing at this time) but I think I felt that I didnt have to re read the questions two times before I made a decision on the answers; then I also skipped on instructions and grasped how I am supposed to answer the questions. Then they made me do a test to see which items were different and which items were teh same with alphanumeric codes jumbled together........and I had one minute to answer them; and I just accurately responded to all of these......I understood the scenario without having to re-read it again......thanks possibly to the wonders of MLS becuz before the sub, I would prolly read a passage scenario multiple times before comprehending what was being asked of me on a multiple choice to select the proper one......so maybe MLS is having affects after all.....but unfortunately I failed the assessment prolly cuz the answers I thought "fit" wasnt preferable for management. Oh well.
