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Day 27-39

Inspired by CatMan, I've not masturbated since my last post (that's 14 days), even when I had very vivid visualizations making love with the woman I was obsessed with, but tonight, a day after I talked to Art—a fellow daygamer who occasionally masturbates and thinks it's alright—I fapped using a different erotic fantasy. Bad influence!

I've been laxed with my Cory Skyy affirmations for 3 days. I've not gone to the gym for more than a week. I've focused, however, on the Law of Attraction, and now, I'm more a positive person.

I gamed twice since my last post—once in a bar and another in a big mall. Both showed improving performance. I even teased a cute 18 year old to pay for our snacks, she did, though there's not much attraction from her

I realized that gaming, seeing lots of beautiful faces, hearing higher hot girl standards from friends, improve my abundance mentality.

Now I have new friends, and we call ourselves badass (We're all good guys though.)