12-26-2015, 09:57 AM
I haven't been updating much because there are massive changes each day. It's ridiculous but I feel like today is a good day to report for the following reasons.
I can feel intensely how I'm overcoming fear
Or
Guilt
Or
Shame in my life. All the things I felt negative or aggressive to. I released it all. My sister, my social networks( this is the only one I really go on) I deleted all the women in my phone that had no purpose. I let go of all the "trying" I had
And the result was a feeling of invincibility. I could say anything and do anything I wanted and no one else's actions could impact me negatively.
What a feeling
Today I would look at women and talk to anyone and the world would stop. No other bullshit, stress or issues could change my positive and desirable mindset I had for them. It was like I was looking into their soul. On a purely sexual level. Concious description does not even do this justice. Today on Boxing Day I have truely felt no need for anything and no matter how long I gaze at a woman they know it's only true and honest high value attraction I am expressing. Then I find a group of ten women just surrounding me.
Sorry guys. Take what you want from my post. The chase feels better than sex. I know it's coming. And I don't need that result, but this feeling is all worth the past three months.
Thanks for reading
I can feel intensely how I'm overcoming fear
Or
Guilt
Or
Shame in my life. All the things I felt negative or aggressive to. I released it all. My sister, my social networks( this is the only one I really go on) I deleted all the women in my phone that had no purpose. I let go of all the "trying" I had
And the result was a feeling of invincibility. I could say anything and do anything I wanted and no one else's actions could impact me negatively.
What a feeling
Today I would look at women and talk to anyone and the world would stop. No other bullshit, stress or issues could change my positive and desirable mindset I had for them. It was like I was looking into their soul. On a purely sexual level. Concious description does not even do this justice. Today on Boxing Day I have truely felt no need for anything and no matter how long I gaze at a woman they know it's only true and honest high value attraction I am expressing. Then I find a group of ten women just surrounding me.
Sorry guys. Take what you want from my post. The chase feels better than sex. I know it's coming. And I don't need that result, but this feeling is all worth the past three months.
Thanks for reading
