12-26-2015, 03:53 AM
Captain's Log 12.26.2015 Weeks 3-12
Happy Holidays To All!
It has been quite a while since my last post. The last 6 weeks have been a very trying time for myself and my family. My father had a heart attack back in November. Subsequently he spent 3 weeks in a cardiac ward and 1 week in the nursing home before passing. To say he was a stern man would be an understatement. He was born during the Great Depression and was a workaholic and a very devout Catholic. (2 things that I am not!) Currently I am staying with my elderly Mom 3-4 nights a week. I currently having a bout of insomnia so I thought I would do something constructive.
Today marks my 12th week of US4G. I missed 2-3 days (nights) while staying at the hospital or with my Mom until I brought a couple of CDs from home. The silent track didn't work well on their audio equipment so I lost another night or 2 before going home and getting the stream track. All-in-all I lost 3-5 nights of listening while still listening to the stream on my phone for at least my transit time.
I really haven't noticed any external differences as of yet. However I can say that the 5 months of ASC5 and the 3 months of US4G has helped me internally through the past several weeks. If this were to have happened a year ago, I would most likely have at least one if not more panic attacks. I was getting them every 4-6 weeks and I have only had 2 since starting ASC5 back on Mach 1, 2015. Some people have commented during this whole ordeal that I seemed different, but I just told them that I am just trying to be strong for my mother.
Starting on January 1, 2016 I will be adding Exercise Motivation 4G to US4G. I 'm still undecided on which will be silent (day) or stream (night). I am committing the next 3 plus months to these 2 titles.
While visiting my father in the hospital, I received a new thread alert by PCrepair about the AP code. I have been reading it a couple of times a week and to be honest I initially found it quite disturbing. As I continued to read it I understood both sides of the argument, in the long run I still find it very disturbing. My trust factor in IML has decreased by at least 50% (if not more). I am spending the next 3 months on the titles mentioned above (WHICH I OWN!), and I think any sneaky code is dubious. Period.
C YA!
Rick
P.S. Here's your quote!
"What do all men of power want? More power."
- The Oracle; Matrix Reloaded
Happy Holidays To All!
It has been quite a while since my last post. The last 6 weeks have been a very trying time for myself and my family. My father had a heart attack back in November. Subsequently he spent 3 weeks in a cardiac ward and 1 week in the nursing home before passing. To say he was a stern man would be an understatement. He was born during the Great Depression and was a workaholic and a very devout Catholic. (2 things that I am not!) Currently I am staying with my elderly Mom 3-4 nights a week. I currently having a bout of insomnia so I thought I would do something constructive.
Today marks my 12th week of US4G. I missed 2-3 days (nights) while staying at the hospital or with my Mom until I brought a couple of CDs from home. The silent track didn't work well on their audio equipment so I lost another night or 2 before going home and getting the stream track. All-in-all I lost 3-5 nights of listening while still listening to the stream on my phone for at least my transit time.
I really haven't noticed any external differences as of yet. However I can say that the 5 months of ASC5 and the 3 months of US4G has helped me internally through the past several weeks. If this were to have happened a year ago, I would most likely have at least one if not more panic attacks. I was getting them every 4-6 weeks and I have only had 2 since starting ASC5 back on Mach 1, 2015. Some people have commented during this whole ordeal that I seemed different, but I just told them that I am just trying to be strong for my mother.
Starting on January 1, 2016 I will be adding Exercise Motivation 4G to US4G. I 'm still undecided on which will be silent (day) or stream (night). I am committing the next 3 plus months to these 2 titles.
While visiting my father in the hospital, I received a new thread alert by PCrepair about the AP code. I have been reading it a couple of times a week and to be honest I initially found it quite disturbing. As I continued to read it I understood both sides of the argument, in the long run I still find it very disturbing. My trust factor in IML has decreased by at least 50% (if not more). I am spending the next 3 months on the titles mentioned above (WHICH I OWN!), and I think any sneaky code is dubious. Period.
C YA!
Rick
P.S. Here's your quote!
"What do all men of power want? More power."
- The Oracle; Matrix Reloaded
