12-20-2015, 10:45 AM
(This post was last modified: 12-21-2015, 01:52 PM by hiddenalias.)
DAY 10 - 9th day of listening
MISSED 1 DAY OF LISTENING
listened with stereo speakers sleeping trickling stream (usb)- 8.5 hours
listened with stereo speakers while awake trickling stream (bluetooth)- 1.5 hours
listened with stereo speakers while awake ultrasonic tones (few hours of usb)
listened with stereo speakers while awake ultrasonic tones (bluetooth all day)
total 10 hours + all day
Last night I had a vivid dream. I dreamt about my old client from a old company who I am still in touch with (just for the record not because he's my friend). So anyways, he used to always talk about wanting to get his own place because he's tired of dealing with his mom who basically just makes his life miserable. She doesnt want him to move out because, like my parents, they think that he cannot survive to live out on his own and lets just say he is seen as "mentally incompetent" to live independently. Anyways, in my dream he finally runs away from home and comes to move in at my job where he will be a guest; and the only thing that was coming to my mind is that his mom always finds a way to get him back home or she will find out where he went because in the real world he is not really "bright" or intelligent. But when he is depressed or sad, he does become more "normal and mature" but how his live only revolves around money and women in his mind, if he thinks he's found a woman, he starts acting stupid and immature and yeah just stupid -- for example, he will text me random statements that have no actual meaning. Anyways now I am steering away from the story; but this is just so you know what kind of guy he is. So in the dream he runs away to live in my agency where I was working and I guess you could say that the agency was like a shelter. So I was showing him his locker where he could put his stuff. Well that is basically all i remember so the point of the story was that he will eventually get caught becuz his mom knows how to find him and in comparison to him is way smarter than him.
(end of dream)
Since getting the new stereo and listening to it, I have also utilized the bluetooth functionality and with the bluetooth feature playing it from my phone, I actually felt 'drained and tired' listening to it while awake; something I didn't feel with the usb connected to the new stereo or even my old stereo I used to use. I could say that the sound is more sharper with bluetooth access in comparison to the usb. So I am now going to start a new method of listening and follow 4kingdom's footsteps, I am going to play it on a loop 24/7 'set it and forget it' and see how it works with that.
I also wanted to mention that I don't know if I experienced my first thought of resistance where I thought to myself "man 32 days sounds like a longgg time away, I wanna see results now; growing impatient; I'll just move onto another sub screw this" type of mentality; so I don't know if that was resistance trying to settle into my mind....
So I went ahead and did a brief comprehension and reading task to test my memory recall of what I read; I was more focused on how I could finish up a summary story than I was on the multiple choice quiz of what I read.
I think I did pretty good getting a "above avg reader" outcome and the recall part on the quiz was ok I guess; I wasn't putting much heart into it. Will try to put something new and show results maybe starting tomorrow on this regularly.
I also went back to the hacking tutorial youtube video and ended up having to rewatch what I forgotten during the first time; ya I wish I could just absorb it on first watch only but I think MLS 5g is not about 'watch one time and remember everything permanently' sort of deal; I think you still watch continuously as many times as you need till you absorb the knowledge; you still do what you would do to learn the new programs but MLS is just to make you absorb it at a faster rate; not a magical rate where you instantly remember everything you watched very first time. (I wish) but that wasn't the case for me I guess MLS is just good for lowering learning curve on subjects.
I think I do feel more focused now when watching something new. I guess I could feel something going on in my head (physical sensation) that I can focus on what I want to focus on.....
Memory recall still sucks so hoping the sub will get me better in that area of the whole learning (so that I can recall quicker what I learned without having to review it again) but like I said, now when I listen to new facts, it is like my brain is thinking of ways to use my imagination to 'recall' the keypoints so that they stick in an easier way creatively without manually repeating the phrase over and over again to stick it in your mind for recall.
TOTAL IN ALL = 91 + hours
MISSED 1 DAY OF LISTENING
listened with stereo speakers sleeping trickling stream (usb)- 8.5 hours
listened with stereo speakers while awake trickling stream (bluetooth)- 1.5 hours
listened with stereo speakers while awake ultrasonic tones (few hours of usb)
listened with stereo speakers while awake ultrasonic tones (bluetooth all day)
total 10 hours + all day
Last night I had a vivid dream. I dreamt about my old client from a old company who I am still in touch with (just for the record not because he's my friend). So anyways, he used to always talk about wanting to get his own place because he's tired of dealing with his mom who basically just makes his life miserable. She doesnt want him to move out because, like my parents, they think that he cannot survive to live out on his own and lets just say he is seen as "mentally incompetent" to live independently. Anyways, in my dream he finally runs away from home and comes to move in at my job where he will be a guest; and the only thing that was coming to my mind is that his mom always finds a way to get him back home or she will find out where he went because in the real world he is not really "bright" or intelligent. But when he is depressed or sad, he does become more "normal and mature" but how his live only revolves around money and women in his mind, if he thinks he's found a woman, he starts acting stupid and immature and yeah just stupid -- for example, he will text me random statements that have no actual meaning. Anyways now I am steering away from the story; but this is just so you know what kind of guy he is. So in the dream he runs away to live in my agency where I was working and I guess you could say that the agency was like a shelter. So I was showing him his locker where he could put his stuff. Well that is basically all i remember so the point of the story was that he will eventually get caught becuz his mom knows how to find him and in comparison to him is way smarter than him.
(end of dream)
Since getting the new stereo and listening to it, I have also utilized the bluetooth functionality and with the bluetooth feature playing it from my phone, I actually felt 'drained and tired' listening to it while awake; something I didn't feel with the usb connected to the new stereo or even my old stereo I used to use. I could say that the sound is more sharper with bluetooth access in comparison to the usb. So I am now going to start a new method of listening and follow 4kingdom's footsteps, I am going to play it on a loop 24/7 'set it and forget it' and see how it works with that.
I also wanted to mention that I don't know if I experienced my first thought of resistance where I thought to myself "man 32 days sounds like a longgg time away, I wanna see results now; growing impatient; I'll just move onto another sub screw this" type of mentality; so I don't know if that was resistance trying to settle into my mind....
So I went ahead and did a brief comprehension and reading task to test my memory recall of what I read; I was more focused on how I could finish up a summary story than I was on the multiple choice quiz of what I read.
I think I did pretty good getting a "above avg reader" outcome and the recall part on the quiz was ok I guess; I wasn't putting much heart into it. Will try to put something new and show results maybe starting tomorrow on this regularly.
I also went back to the hacking tutorial youtube video and ended up having to rewatch what I forgotten during the first time; ya I wish I could just absorb it on first watch only but I think MLS 5g is not about 'watch one time and remember everything permanently' sort of deal; I think you still watch continuously as many times as you need till you absorb the knowledge; you still do what you would do to learn the new programs but MLS is just to make you absorb it at a faster rate; not a magical rate where you instantly remember everything you watched very first time. (I wish) but that wasn't the case for me I guess MLS is just good for lowering learning curve on subjects.
I think I do feel more focused now when watching something new. I guess I could feel something going on in my head (physical sensation) that I can focus on what I want to focus on.....
Memory recall still sucks so hoping the sub will get me better in that area of the whole learning (so that I can recall quicker what I learned without having to review it again) but like I said, now when I listen to new facts, it is like my brain is thinking of ways to use my imagination to 'recall' the keypoints so that they stick in an easier way creatively without manually repeating the phrase over and over again to stick it in your mind for recall.
TOTAL IN ALL = 91 + hours
