12-13-2015, 02:13 PM
I don't know man. I'm so numb to certain things. I guess it's me losing my aggression. I think I had certain standards in my head that determined wether I'm a man. Others then are easily able to see the motives as I'm so dominant and try to prevent me from getting what I want. They do this by being unethical. Like playing with the facts of the situation. I used to call them out on this bullshit. Now at this time its beggining to feel like it's consuming a lot of energy to engage. So I swallow my pride and continue playing their game. This has happened A LOT in stage 1 and 2. I said this was me being care free in stage 1. Every time I did swallow my pride I moved on to some improvement of my life. I'm finally where I want to be... Somewhat. I can attribute this to the self improvement and foundation building of SM3. A lot of people stop SM3 because they can't handle this part but I suggest from first hand experience to stick with it.
It's a bit confusing but there's positivity coming out of it
I'm talking to a lot of girls. I think this is key to hooking up
It's a bit confusing but there's positivity coming out of it
I'm talking to a lot of girls. I think this is key to hooking up
