12-10-2015, 07:16 PM
Day 19
Consciously internalizing the "I love women" and "Women love me" affirmation.
A few bouts of oneitis attacked and tried to engulf me... I'm now consciously killing the desire.
Thoughts of kissing (and, at times, fucking her) before she goes back to her hometown pops up time and again. I don't need the pressure though.
I'm focusing on my game. I remember my sticking point was kiss-closing before oneitis got in the way for the second time. Oneitis is bad people, it messes up your game. I'm permanently erasing it from my system. A good fuck will help.
Consciously internalizing the "I love women" and "Women love me" affirmation.
A few bouts of oneitis attacked and tried to engulf me... I'm now consciously killing the desire.
Thoughts of kissing (and, at times, fucking her) before she goes back to her hometown pops up time and again. I don't need the pressure though.
I'm focusing on my game. I remember my sticking point was kiss-closing before oneitis got in the way for the second time. Oneitis is bad people, it messes up your game. I'm permanently erasing it from my system. A good fuck will help.