12-09-2015, 11:35 AM
Stage 4 Day 27
It seems what happened with this girl the last time wasn't a coincidence like I thought. I'm more open to people around me and I connect with girls more easily. It's like I have this natural boldness, I look around me, I see a girl, I look at her, I'm curious about her. Before I would look at a girl and I would act like I'm not interested if she is pretty and if she is ugly I wouldn't notice her presence like she doesn't exist. Now if the girl is not pretty but is a bit mature (not a crazy immature one), I will look at her searching for some value in this person, something that could be interesting.
It's funny because some girl get interested because they see that I'm curious about them. And when they noticed I looked at them, I don't look away, I just stare at them like it's natural to do that like when you know someone. Sometimes they smile and I smile back. Sometimes they keep checking me out and I can see their surprise when they get caught staring at me.
Besides that improvement I didn't feel that good today due to some not good natural circumstances, I'm not motivated, I'm bored, everything is boring. It seems like I'm facing resistance again or maybe it's my day being naturally bad due to outside force that I can't control. Life can't always be exceptional I guess. Sometimes to feel not so good is great so when you feel very good you noticed the difference.
It seems what happened with this girl the last time wasn't a coincidence like I thought. I'm more open to people around me and I connect with girls more easily. It's like I have this natural boldness, I look around me, I see a girl, I look at her, I'm curious about her. Before I would look at a girl and I would act like I'm not interested if she is pretty and if she is ugly I wouldn't notice her presence like she doesn't exist. Now if the girl is not pretty but is a bit mature (not a crazy immature one), I will look at her searching for some value in this person, something that could be interesting.
It's funny because some girl get interested because they see that I'm curious about them. And when they noticed I looked at them, I don't look away, I just stare at them like it's natural to do that like when you know someone. Sometimes they smile and I smile back. Sometimes they keep checking me out and I can see their surprise when they get caught staring at me.
Besides that improvement I didn't feel that good today due to some not good natural circumstances, I'm not motivated, I'm bored, everything is boring. It seems like I'm facing resistance again or maybe it's my day being naturally bad due to outside force that I can't control. Life can't always be exceptional I guess. Sometimes to feel not so good is great so when you feel very good you noticed the difference.
