12-08-2015, 06:14 PM
Day 17
This feeling is quite new to me. I'm loving this. When I see her—oneitis—I still find her attractive. I can desire her at will... But I'm no longer emotionally attached to her. I was supposed to lose control but it seems my heart is shielded now. So I'm okay, without much mental effort, I feel okay. I suspect this is due to the hundred times I told myself, reciting Cory Skyy stuff, "It's okay Alden, we're okay, I'm okay". I hope I can improve on this, the goal of which is to completely discipline my heart what to feel
This feeling is quite new to me. I'm loving this. When I see her—oneitis—I still find her attractive. I can desire her at will... But I'm no longer emotionally attached to her. I was supposed to lose control but it seems my heart is shielded now. So I'm okay, without much mental effort, I feel okay. I suspect this is due to the hundred times I told myself, reciting Cory Skyy stuff, "It's okay Alden, we're okay, I'm okay". I hope I can improve on this, the goal of which is to completely discipline my heart what to feel
"I am developing into a high value Alpha Male..."
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