Day 11
I had a dream last night. The girl I recently had the most sexual attraction for had a boyfriend who is taller than me. They looked sweet as they're sitting close together, and the guy was hugging her from behind. In spite of that, I flirted with the girl, and when I saw her boyfriend, I told him that I'm gonna kiss her girlfriend. I did just that in front of his eyes. In another scene, I found the two of us naked, missionary style. I was kissing her lips, she was resistant, then I forced my tongue inside her mouth. I let go of her later, and I left her, eyes shocked, lying down, with some trace of our saliva around her mouth—that was really weird. Again, that was a dream.
I wonder if that's the way the script "I now naturally use my dreams to manifest all these suggestions as my reality" working here. To be honest, this looked too primitive to me.
I have a friend who loves subliminals and he advised me to reduce the number of hours I expose myself to this sub. I told him I'm listening for around 20 hours a day, and I get too tired to even have the will to go to the gym. He said, make it 8-12 hours, because the way I'm doing it is counterproductive, and I may not get the desired results.
I tried to chat a beautiful girl on Facebook. The girl did not give a good positive response. I showed it to a friend who is successful at chat games, and he told me it looked too scripted and I made some bad lines. He said, I shouldn't regret a rejection because there's a million girls online out there.
It seems the girl with whom I had oneitis is now comfortable approaching me again. She's no longer deliberately avoiding me. I've done my part to move on.
I had a dream last night. The girl I recently had the most sexual attraction for had a boyfriend who is taller than me. They looked sweet as they're sitting close together, and the guy was hugging her from behind. In spite of that, I flirted with the girl, and when I saw her boyfriend, I told him that I'm gonna kiss her girlfriend. I did just that in front of his eyes. In another scene, I found the two of us naked, missionary style. I was kissing her lips, she was resistant, then I forced my tongue inside her mouth. I let go of her later, and I left her, eyes shocked, lying down, with some trace of our saliva around her mouth—that was really weird. Again, that was a dream.
I wonder if that's the way the script "I now naturally use my dreams to manifest all these suggestions as my reality" working here. To be honest, this looked too primitive to me.
I have a friend who loves subliminals and he advised me to reduce the number of hours I expose myself to this sub. I told him I'm listening for around 20 hours a day, and I get too tired to even have the will to go to the gym. He said, make it 8-12 hours, because the way I'm doing it is counterproductive, and I may not get the desired results.
I tried to chat a beautiful girl on Facebook. The girl did not give a good positive response. I showed it to a friend who is successful at chat games, and he told me it looked too scripted and I made some bad lines. He said, I shouldn't regret a rejection because there's a million girls online out there.
It seems the girl with whom I had oneitis is now comfortable approaching me again. She's no longer deliberately avoiding me. I've done my part to move on.
"I am developing into a high value Alpha Male..."
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