11-27-2015, 11:46 PM
Day 5
I don't have much noticeable results today as I only stayed inside the house after work. I feel so tired. It's probably due to (1) the intense leg workouts I did in the gym, (2) this subliminal taking its toll on my physical energy, and (3) the successive masturbations I did yesterday. I love this sub though — I now could work in a relaxed way and not spend my time battling boredom and negative emotions. Later today, however, I found myself reliving feelings of being hurt, neediness and jealousy due to my oneitis disease, which had been my everyday conditions for 3 months prior to using this sub.
I don't have much noticeable results today as I only stayed inside the house after work. I feel so tired. It's probably due to (1) the intense leg workouts I did in the gym, (2) this subliminal taking its toll on my physical energy, and (3) the successive masturbations I did yesterday. I love this sub though — I now could work in a relaxed way and not spend my time battling boredom and negative emotions. Later today, however, I found myself reliving feelings of being hurt, neediness and jealousy due to my oneitis disease, which had been my everyday conditions for 3 months prior to using this sub.