11-21-2015, 10:54 PM
(This post was last modified: 11-21-2015, 11:02 PM by JackOfHearts.)
Stage 3 Day 32:
Lot of things happened recently and I feel good about it. I have been doing my duty as a man and I feel good about it. My ex called me, told me to come because she was about to commit suicide. In fact she was more looking for attention. She had some problem with her new boyfriend and called me as a replacement. I had a good time helping her even if I knew I wouldn't get anything out of it. I've been studying a relationship course based on astrology and I found out a lot of tips to be a better man. What a man should do for a woman. A lot of stuff are contradictory to what I believed but make more sense. And I seems to be happier to follow that type of behavior as a man.
A basic thing I learn is that a man is happy when is working for the relationship, when he is the one that do things for her. And the woman is happy when she receives. This is a general rule of course. You shouldn't work for a woman that manipulate you.
I realize how much I hides thing from women when I talk to them. My answer are too vague. It's OK for a woman to hide stuff but not for me. I should be the more honest possible in some circumstances, especially about who I am. I have problems in that area. I can't admit my problems with them. I lie about who I am, I pretend to be another person, I act cool and all when the inside is clueless. Obviously I'm better than I used to be but that area still need some focus.
I made some improvement regarding anger. I don't get as angry when someone doesn't respect me. My anger is more precise and not as stupid bully that get frustrated. It seems I made it from doormat to Bully to alpha from AM5-AM6-AM6 respectively.
Also I seems to be more freely sexual with woman I encounter, my erection are pretty straightforward, I get turn on easily around woman. What is even more cool is that I don't get as turn on when it's a fake woman or picture on Internet. Sometimes just a woman calling me turn me on or when she wants to be with me.
I didn't seems to noticed it much or put too much attention to it but my fear seems to be less than before. Social anxiety is near zero. I just get it sometimes during the first minute I met someone and after that it's gone. People around doesn't seems to noticed it. I went to IT meeting for a school and wow I made a very good impression. I sure people notice me. The guy doing the presentation got intimidated after I asked him some question. This was quiet revealing that I can put someone in such a state when obviously this guy has a lot of self confidence.
I feel better overall, it's not a full of joy feeling but more I'm at peace with who I am and sometimes I feel great, sometimes less so but far from depressed. I do my work and I feel good about
myself. I managed my time more precisely. I feel more at ease with things in general.
I'm currently hesitating between BASE and WM2. I also want to do AM6 again. I would have a preference for BASE but I don't want to focus on that yet maybe next year. WM2 feels too woman centered that's why I prefer AM6 but I think I need improvement in that area so I think I will go with WM2 for once.
Let's see how this AM6 run go first, I may be so good with woman after this stage 6 that I might not do WM2 at all. Let's be optimist, I don't know what's going to happen.
I don't feel like using phero anymore. I still use them though but I feels like it goes against my improvement. I'm hesitating whether it's affecting people negatively sometimes, if I would do better without phero. I like woman to be attracted to me not to the phero I wear. With perfume it's easier but with phero it adds a layer on top.
Stage 4 day 4:
I felt much more at ease talking to a girl today. It felt like it was natural or like I always did that. Also girls seems to be attracted to me more than usual. I went to a restaurant today and it was like the waitress were fighting to serve me first. One even asked me if I need anything just after another waitress came already 30 sec earlier. One of them was clearly intimidated.
Otherwise I feel really goo whatever happens, I feel like I'm a man now, I can take care of myself, I feel strong, at ease, natural like nothing can upset me. I didn't feel any resistance with this stage yet.
Day 6 :
I only check positive stuff on subliminal forum and I'm tired of people reporting bad results. It's like I'm very optimist and I start to see some success in my own life. Yesterday night while listenning to the stage 4 I was thinking about the success I had on AM5 and I slowly began to think that I'm back to this level finally.
I noticed this pattern with AM6 that it seems I attract what I need to improve on. In the stage 3 it was about the difference between masculine and feminine, how much a man can be feminine and how much a woman can be masculine. I fall upon a lot of data related to that. It was like I attracted those things.
And now on stage 4 it's the same, I'm attracting a success on woman. I started to noticed that success from girls. Saturday night without any pheromone I saw some girls being really attracted to me and show some sign. And yesterday I fall upon Benjamin post about how he thinks that AM5 was better to attracts girls. So yesterday I started to think about that and I realised that AM5 gave me more of that compared that my last run of AM6. But now I think it's I'm going to attracts girls like I did with AM5.
I feel confident about it and I have been more confident when I was around girls recently.
Day 7:
I feel like my life is great, that I'm confident, happy with what I do (don't have a job), I feel like I'm a man and that I can handle things easily. I'm very optimistic since I started this stage 4, I keep laughing for no reason. I felt a bit of resistance though, it was a bit harder to sleep with the sub.
Day 9:
Very horny even after ejaculation, resistance the night while listening seems to be gone.
Day 10:
Yesterday I felt awesome like I was on top, carefree, cheerful almost like when I drink alcohol but this time without anything. Body language is getting better again, the way I moved yesterday was very different from what I used to. It was very carefree happy attitude with high confidence that I never expressed so much in a public place. I was playing pool at some point with my friend and wow I couldn't believe I changed so much. It's during that kind of moments I realize how much being confidence and fearless is useful everywhere. I was able to play better yesterday even with all the risk I took.
Talking with stranger felt completly natural. I can't say about women yet because there wasn't a lot of them yesterday but since I began this stage it seems women are more attracted to me.
I made a pause with pheromone, I rarely use them since this stage. I feel better without them for now. I have to admit I'm questioning the longterm usefulness of pheromone. I know I won't give up phero now but I'm very doubtful right now.
Subliminal wise this Stage 3 and 4 has been really great.
Lot of things happened recently and I feel good about it. I have been doing my duty as a man and I feel good about it. My ex called me, told me to come because she was about to commit suicide. In fact she was more looking for attention. She had some problem with her new boyfriend and called me as a replacement. I had a good time helping her even if I knew I wouldn't get anything out of it. I've been studying a relationship course based on astrology and I found out a lot of tips to be a better man. What a man should do for a woman. A lot of stuff are contradictory to what I believed but make more sense. And I seems to be happier to follow that type of behavior as a man.
A basic thing I learn is that a man is happy when is working for the relationship, when he is the one that do things for her. And the woman is happy when she receives. This is a general rule of course. You shouldn't work for a woman that manipulate you.
I realize how much I hides thing from women when I talk to them. My answer are too vague. It's OK for a woman to hide stuff but not for me. I should be the more honest possible in some circumstances, especially about who I am. I have problems in that area. I can't admit my problems with them. I lie about who I am, I pretend to be another person, I act cool and all when the inside is clueless. Obviously I'm better than I used to be but that area still need some focus.
I made some improvement regarding anger. I don't get as angry when someone doesn't respect me. My anger is more precise and not as stupid bully that get frustrated. It seems I made it from doormat to Bully to alpha from AM5-AM6-AM6 respectively.
Also I seems to be more freely sexual with woman I encounter, my erection are pretty straightforward, I get turn on easily around woman. What is even more cool is that I don't get as turn on when it's a fake woman or picture on Internet. Sometimes just a woman calling me turn me on or when she wants to be with me.
I didn't seems to noticed it much or put too much attention to it but my fear seems to be less than before. Social anxiety is near zero. I just get it sometimes during the first minute I met someone and after that it's gone. People around doesn't seems to noticed it. I went to IT meeting for a school and wow I made a very good impression. I sure people notice me. The guy doing the presentation got intimidated after I asked him some question. This was quiet revealing that I can put someone in such a state when obviously this guy has a lot of self confidence.
I feel better overall, it's not a full of joy feeling but more I'm at peace with who I am and sometimes I feel great, sometimes less so but far from depressed. I do my work and I feel good about
myself. I managed my time more precisely. I feel more at ease with things in general.
I'm currently hesitating between BASE and WM2. I also want to do AM6 again. I would have a preference for BASE but I don't want to focus on that yet maybe next year. WM2 feels too woman centered that's why I prefer AM6 but I think I need improvement in that area so I think I will go with WM2 for once.
Let's see how this AM6 run go first, I may be so good with woman after this stage 6 that I might not do WM2 at all. Let's be optimist, I don't know what's going to happen.
I don't feel like using phero anymore. I still use them though but I feels like it goes against my improvement. I'm hesitating whether it's affecting people negatively sometimes, if I would do better without phero. I like woman to be attracted to me not to the phero I wear. With perfume it's easier but with phero it adds a layer on top.
Stage 4 day 4:
I felt much more at ease talking to a girl today. It felt like it was natural or like I always did that. Also girls seems to be attracted to me more than usual. I went to a restaurant today and it was like the waitress were fighting to serve me first. One even asked me if I need anything just after another waitress came already 30 sec earlier. One of them was clearly intimidated.
Otherwise I feel really goo whatever happens, I feel like I'm a man now, I can take care of myself, I feel strong, at ease, natural like nothing can upset me. I didn't feel any resistance with this stage yet.
Day 6 :
I only check positive stuff on subliminal forum and I'm tired of people reporting bad results. It's like I'm very optimist and I start to see some success in my own life. Yesterday night while listenning to the stage 4 I was thinking about the success I had on AM5 and I slowly began to think that I'm back to this level finally.
I noticed this pattern with AM6 that it seems I attract what I need to improve on. In the stage 3 it was about the difference between masculine and feminine, how much a man can be feminine and how much a woman can be masculine. I fall upon a lot of data related to that. It was like I attracted those things.
And now on stage 4 it's the same, I'm attracting a success on woman. I started to noticed that success from girls. Saturday night without any pheromone I saw some girls being really attracted to me and show some sign. And yesterday I fall upon Benjamin post about how he thinks that AM5 was better to attracts girls. So yesterday I started to think about that and I realised that AM5 gave me more of that compared that my last run of AM6. But now I think it's I'm going to attracts girls like I did with AM5.
I feel confident about it and I have been more confident when I was around girls recently.
Day 7:
I feel like my life is great, that I'm confident, happy with what I do (don't have a job), I feel like I'm a man and that I can handle things easily. I'm very optimistic since I started this stage 4, I keep laughing for no reason. I felt a bit of resistance though, it was a bit harder to sleep with the sub.
Day 9:
Very horny even after ejaculation, resistance the night while listening seems to be gone.
Day 10:
Yesterday I felt awesome like I was on top, carefree, cheerful almost like when I drink alcohol but this time without anything. Body language is getting better again, the way I moved yesterday was very different from what I used to. It was very carefree happy attitude with high confidence that I never expressed so much in a public place. I was playing pool at some point with my friend and wow I couldn't believe I changed so much. It's during that kind of moments I realize how much being confidence and fearless is useful everywhere. I was able to play better yesterday even with all the risk I took.
Talking with stranger felt completly natural. I can't say about women yet because there wasn't a lot of them yesterday but since I began this stage it seems women are more attracted to me.
I made a pause with pheromone, I rarely use them since this stage. I feel better without them for now. I have to admit I'm questioning the longterm usefulness of pheromone. I know I won't give up phero now but I'm very doubtful right now.
Subliminal wise this Stage 3 and 4 has been really great.
