I see your point there...from now on I will add the number of days for every 16 days. I think if I put up the next day count every day when I post my hours, it'd really make it seem like it's taking longer.
Today is Day 34
I will post the day again in bold when it is day 48
I will post hours at the end of the day as usual. But I had some dreams last night. I remembered them and they do relate to girls. I was having a conversation with one that I haven't talked to. I want to, but I haven't had a chance to approach her under decent circumstances. And almost all of the time I'm in a hurry. Anyway, in the dream I was having a convo with her and she called me out for looking at her tits/ass or whatever. For a second I was stunned and then I see a smile or some expression from her that showed she's either totally bluffing or playing around and then I'm like "No you didn't!" and started laughing about it.
In another dream, I was talking to a girl from my hometown. I was just telling her about how things have been recently. We haven't spoke in person in a while since I'm not in town that often. Anyway, I don't know it came to me that I should f*** her sometime in the future.
Anyway, I know that I'm going to change as a person so I shouldn't hold on to an "identity" that I once had. The only parts of me that I want to hold on to are the parts of me where I feel like I'm enjoying myself, carefree, flowing, and I'm fun. I also think motivation to get and stay in perfect shape is important due to the nature of my career. Besides that, I'm open to every other part of me changing for the better. And that's what I want to happen
Today is Day 34
I will post the day again in bold when it is day 48
I will post hours at the end of the day as usual. But I had some dreams last night. I remembered them and they do relate to girls. I was having a conversation with one that I haven't talked to. I want to, but I haven't had a chance to approach her under decent circumstances. And almost all of the time I'm in a hurry. Anyway, in the dream I was having a convo with her and she called me out for looking at her tits/ass or whatever. For a second I was stunned and then I see a smile or some expression from her that showed she's either totally bluffing or playing around and then I'm like "No you didn't!" and started laughing about it.
In another dream, I was talking to a girl from my hometown. I was just telling her about how things have been recently. We haven't spoke in person in a while since I'm not in town that often. Anyway, I don't know it came to me that I should f*** her sometime in the future.
Anyway, I know that I'm going to change as a person so I shouldn't hold on to an "identity" that I once had. The only parts of me that I want to hold on to are the parts of me where I feel like I'm enjoying myself, carefree, flowing, and I'm fun. I also think motivation to get and stay in perfect shape is important due to the nature of my career. Besides that, I'm open to every other part of me changing for the better. And that's what I want to happen
