Ampers&d: The Year of the Alpha (Male 6.0)

[JackOfHearts]

Stage 4, Day 6,

Silently angry. My life is a contradiction to what this subliminal promises. Independence? Self-sufficiency? Not my case.

I keep writing down my goals, knowing that I should be striving to get them. But deep down, I don't really give a shit about going out and getting them. Unmotivated to the important stuff.

I volunteer, learn languages, go to the gym, Prato d guitar for three hours, and do self-leaning. But when it comes to the important things, I couldn't be bothered. But no job after 2 1/2 months, and not even one prospect.

What the ****. And my voice has gotten meek.

I'm either extremely disappointed with the program, or I'm about to hit a breakthrough

I'm on the same day same stage as you and I feel like my life is great, that I'm confident, happy with what I do (don't have a job), I feel like I'm a man and that I can handle things easily. I'm very optimistic since I started this stage 4, I keep laughing for no reason. I felt a bit of resistance though, it was a bit harder to sleep with the sub.

Usually it's harder the first day of a new stage so maybe it will get better next week for you.