Ok, I haven't posted for awhile, since I've been extremely depressed. I'm not finding any jobs. Due to my cell phone provider giving all its subscribers bad service, my temp agency couldn't get a hold of me. So long story short, I lost at least two months worth of work to someone they could get a hold of.
It's weird, I could not shake this feeling of doom and gloom. EFT seemed to only give a temporary reprieve from it.
I want to go back to school but my state's governor is acting like a real jerk (I live in Wisconsin) and hardly anybody might be able to go to school, or back to it.
I think I have Seasonal Effective Disorder, but the outside circumstances are not helping at all. And I seem to have some ill health.
However, I'm getting this feeling that I have no chance at the jobs I'm applying at, and other applicants are somehow more worthy of me (better skills, more charisma, etc.). My biggest hang-up is that I was never good at math, until lately when I'm being taught it properly. So all the jobs I apply at are jobs anybody could get. And since there is a shortage of work, I'm pretty much screwed. And I still have no idea what my perfect job could be.
I EFTed before finishing this post. I seem to have had something of a break in my negative beliefs. This post isn't as gloomy as it would be otherwise.
Also, I wasn't sure if the silent subs were working or not. Maybe due to my speakers--which should be fine for the subs. So I put in the masked subs. I'm going to see how that goes.
I notice that more and more attractive women are smiling at me most days. And I don't seem to care what any of them think of me when they don't.
Its been a little over a month since I started these subs. I'm not feeling any of the euphoria or the negative beliefs battling with the positive suggestions of the former subs. I started these subs around 2-4-11.
Some hours after I wrote the above, I feel great! I did some EFT. Strange though. Perhaps I dislodged a big belief and I didn't realize it. Especially since that one belief was bothering for the last few days.
It's weird, I could not shake this feeling of doom and gloom. EFT seemed to only give a temporary reprieve from it.
I want to go back to school but my state's governor is acting like a real jerk (I live in Wisconsin) and hardly anybody might be able to go to school, or back to it.
I think I have Seasonal Effective Disorder, but the outside circumstances are not helping at all. And I seem to have some ill health.
However, I'm getting this feeling that I have no chance at the jobs I'm applying at, and other applicants are somehow more worthy of me (better skills, more charisma, etc.). My biggest hang-up is that I was never good at math, until lately when I'm being taught it properly. So all the jobs I apply at are jobs anybody could get. And since there is a shortage of work, I'm pretty much screwed. And I still have no idea what my perfect job could be.
I EFTed before finishing this post. I seem to have had something of a break in my negative beliefs. This post isn't as gloomy as it would be otherwise.
Also, I wasn't sure if the silent subs were working or not. Maybe due to my speakers--which should be fine for the subs. So I put in the masked subs. I'm going to see how that goes.
I notice that more and more attractive women are smiling at me most days. And I don't seem to care what any of them think of me when they don't.
Its been a little over a month since I started these subs. I'm not feeling any of the euphoria or the negative beliefs battling with the positive suggestions of the former subs. I started these subs around 2-4-11.
Some hours after I wrote the above, I feel great! I did some EFT. Strange though. Perhaps I dislodged a big belief and I didn't realize it. Especially since that one belief was bothering for the last few days.
