11-17-2015, 10:32 PM
Stage 4, Day 6,
Silently angry. My life is a contradiction to what this subliminal promises. Independence? Self-sufficiency? Not my case.
I keep writing down my goals, knowing that I should be striving to get them. But deep down, I don't really give a shit about going out and getting them. Unmotivated to the important stuff.
I volunteer, learn languages, go to the gym, Prato d guitar for three hours, and do self-leaning. But when it comes to the important things, I couldn't be bothered. But no job after 2 1/2 months, and not even one prospect.
What the fuck. And my voice has gotten meek.
I'm either extremely disappointed with the program, or I'm about to hit a breakthrough
Silently angry. My life is a contradiction to what this subliminal promises. Independence? Self-sufficiency? Not my case.
I keep writing down my goals, knowing that I should be striving to get them. But deep down, I don't really give a shit about going out and getting them. Unmotivated to the important stuff.
I volunteer, learn languages, go to the gym, Prato d guitar for three hours, and do self-leaning. But when it comes to the important things, I couldn't be bothered. But no job after 2 1/2 months, and not even one prospect.
What the fuck. And my voice has gotten meek.
I'm either extremely disappointed with the program, or I'm about to hit a breakthrough
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