Thanks for the encouragement!
AoS
4:06 via headphones
8:18 via speakers
BIATBWS
4:10 via earbuds
I'll probably get 30 min in via speakers for tonight
I was out today with my female friends. We did some homework and hung for awhile and went to grab a milkshake. I'm not really interested in any of them. I didn't see any new behavior from them that I haven't seen before. I will say though that I was in a better flowstate than yesterday even. It's an improvement and I was a little more loose than yesterday.
For the few groups of girls that I did happen to pass by today (the campus was dead mostly), I did see some girls looking at me making eye contact as I passed. I honestly never really think much of little things like this. If someone could translate what the little things like this mean I'd appreciate it. I just think it's a normal response of just looking at people pass by. I do it sometimes
All of this happened without mones, I didn't wear any today.
Current Strategy: Listen to the subs as loud as I can handle them to totally murder any resistance that dares to get in the way
All fear and hesitation must leave now!
P.S. Recently, I've had desires to do more things like dance and practice martial art. I've thought about it in the past, but recently my interest has really been being peaked. I know I've avoided dancing because I've been afraid that I wouldn't be good, but I'm starting to push that now. Because of my increased interests, I think that after I finish running this sub combo I'll have to stick with running single programs for awhile.
AoS
4:06 via headphones
8:18 via speakers
BIATBWS
4:10 via earbuds
I'll probably get 30 min in via speakers for tonight
I was out today with my female friends. We did some homework and hung for awhile and went to grab a milkshake. I'm not really interested in any of them. I didn't see any new behavior from them that I haven't seen before. I will say though that I was in a better flowstate than yesterday even. It's an improvement and I was a little more loose than yesterday.
For the few groups of girls that I did happen to pass by today (the campus was dead mostly), I did see some girls looking at me making eye contact as I passed. I honestly never really think much of little things like this. If someone could translate what the little things like this mean I'd appreciate it. I just think it's a normal response of just looking at people pass by. I do it sometimes
All of this happened without mones, I didn't wear any today.
Current Strategy: Listen to the subs as loud as I can handle them to totally murder any resistance that dares to get in the way
All fear and hesitation must leave now!
P.S. Recently, I've had desires to do more things like dance and practice martial art. I've thought about it in the past, but recently my interest has really been being peaked. I know I've avoided dancing because I've been afraid that I wouldn't be good, but I'm starting to push that now. Because of my increased interests, I think that after I finish running this sub combo I'll have to stick with running single programs for awhile.
