10-28-2015, 02:17 PM
WOAH!! Guys!
I woke up today and kinda felt like sleeping even longer. But I got dressed, got up, went to my class. On the way, started talking to a girl. It went well and it seemed like she wasn't ready to end the interaction when I had to go, but I left.
A minute later, I notice the difference. I felt virtually no social anxiety at all! It's been like this all day and I love it! I'm out, and the thoughts of what others think doesn't even cross my mind! Seriously.
I feel so alive and so free today and I'm not even two weeks into my run! This is the shit! It's like I'm just comfortable being me whenever!
When I see a hot girl, I'm not obsessed with thinking about fucking her. Of course, I know it'd be fun, but it's not an instant obsession anymore!
If I make a slight social "mistake" or something that I thought I should've or could've done differently or better, I don't feel terrible after. The worst today was that I ran into a girl that I made plans with. She happily waves and comes over to me and we start talking, but it's really quick cause I'm in a hurry. I go to hug her and don't fully wrap my left arm around her, just my right. She was holding something and I didn't want her drop it. Left arm was halfway there to being fully around her, but I just brushed it off in the moment. No one was weirded out lol and it was probably me who was the only one concerned in the first place. Anyway, that was the "worst" thing that happened today. I feel so in control of myself and calm!
I thought it'd take longer for me to see results and I wasn't sure if I'd feel anything. But let me just say, I DO feel it and it's fucking great!
If this just builds over the rest of my run, OH GOD! Shannon, you will have a lifelong customer!
I woke up today and kinda felt like sleeping even longer. But I got dressed, got up, went to my class. On the way, started talking to a girl. It went well and it seemed like she wasn't ready to end the interaction when I had to go, but I left.
A minute later, I notice the difference. I felt virtually no social anxiety at all! It's been like this all day and I love it! I'm out, and the thoughts of what others think doesn't even cross my mind! Seriously.
I feel so alive and so free today and I'm not even two weeks into my run! This is the shit! It's like I'm just comfortable being me whenever!
When I see a hot girl, I'm not obsessed with thinking about fucking her. Of course, I know it'd be fun, but it's not an instant obsession anymore!
If I make a slight social "mistake" or something that I thought I should've or could've done differently or better, I don't feel terrible after. The worst today was that I ran into a girl that I made plans with. She happily waves and comes over to me and we start talking, but it's really quick cause I'm in a hurry. I go to hug her and don't fully wrap my left arm around her, just my right. She was holding something and I didn't want her drop it. Left arm was halfway there to being fully around her, but I just brushed it off in the moment. No one was weirded out lol and it was probably me who was the only one concerned in the first place. Anyway, that was the "worst" thing that happened today. I feel so in control of myself and calm!
I thought it'd take longer for me to see results and I wasn't sure if I'd feel anything. But let me just say, I DO feel it and it's fucking great!
If this just builds over the rest of my run, OH GOD! Shannon, you will have a lifelong customer!
