10-28-2015, 12:54 AM
Yeah I am feeling different things with OF, it is hard to pinpoint exactly what at times, but one thing I feel is an inner power that feels like it is growing gradually. I feel a bit aloof too. I have been more on my own and not wanting to speak or interact with people.
I feel that it is possible the OF could of exaggerated my anxiety even more, but I also feel that it was excitement too, which could of made it more powerful.
"My advice is to be patient but open to new experiences and people"
Yeah that is some good advice there. I am aware of it and I will do my best to keep myself busy and thinking of other things, even though challenging at times.
I have been on and off with the strength training, but I have decided I am going to go back to body weight training, what I use to do years ago. Just to mix it up and do something different for a change. I get bored easily.
I have had some very interesting dreams. Luckily they are not scary ones every night. The night before last I had a dream I was sitting and waiting outside a barbers to have my haircut and a woman next to me started flirting with me and touching me, she was very wet and I ended up having sex with her, literally. It was sooo real.
I gotta do some cleaning today and I am thinking of going out and getting my haircut, haha ...not because of the dream though!
I feel that it is possible the OF could of exaggerated my anxiety even more, but I also feel that it was excitement too, which could of made it more powerful.
"My advice is to be patient but open to new experiences and people"
Yeah that is some good advice there. I am aware of it and I will do my best to keep myself busy and thinking of other things, even though challenging at times.
I have been on and off with the strength training, but I have decided I am going to go back to body weight training, what I use to do years ago. Just to mix it up and do something different for a change. I get bored easily.
I have had some very interesting dreams. Luckily they are not scary ones every night. The night before last I had a dream I was sitting and waiting outside a barbers to have my haircut and a woman next to me started flirting with me and touching me, she was very wet and I ended up having sex with her, literally. It was sooo real.
I gotta do some cleaning today and I am thinking of going out and getting my haircut, haha ...not because of the dream though!
