10-27-2015, 06:53 PM
stage 4 day 12
Had a bout of depression yesterday, thought it might have been resistance but it more than likely is that I dropped my nicotine intake TREMENDOUSLY, so I'm withdrawing from tobacco..
I finally had a full wet dream last night, and I DON'T think it was porn in the dream this time! But I don't remember the dream =/ oh well. Waking up with wet cum sheets is nasty as fuq.
I definitely feel like I relapsed on NoFap, but I don't know how I can control my dreams and avoid releasing in my dreams too.
OH I had a freakish scare yesterday, too. Sunday night, I touched the lips of one of my friends because I saw she had a bruise on her lip. She said I had better wash my hands cause it was herpes. The next day I saw a red spot on my dick and I FREAKED THE FUCK OUT! I WAS LIKE OH SHIT I KNOW I WASHED MY HANDS what the fuqqqqqqq... But it went away today.... PHEWWWWWW holy fuqqq i got so scared
Had a bout of depression yesterday, thought it might have been resistance but it more than likely is that I dropped my nicotine intake TREMENDOUSLY, so I'm withdrawing from tobacco..
I finally had a full wet dream last night, and I DON'T think it was porn in the dream this time! But I don't remember the dream =/ oh well. Waking up with wet cum sheets is nasty as fuq.
I definitely feel like I relapsed on NoFap, but I don't know how I can control my dreams and avoid releasing in my dreams too.
OH I had a freakish scare yesterday, too. Sunday night, I touched the lips of one of my friends because I saw she had a bruise on her lip. She said I had better wash my hands cause it was herpes. The next day I saw a red spot on my dick and I FREAKED THE FUCK OUT! I WAS LIKE OH SHIT I KNOW I WASHED MY HANDS what the fuqqqqqqq... But it went away today.... PHEWWWWWW holy fuqqq i got so scared
