10-27-2015, 10:54 AM
I don't find the sub entertaining any of my expected points from it. Although m listening from 4 to 16 hrs a day.
At the moment I feel agitated from everything.
And m quite sure all may think it's resistance. But it's not. I've kept myself busy with stupid games, stupid conversations and stupid chats. I demand a change. Also I've been experiencing this cold fight between my parents for the first time in 26 years. I feel some strange negative emotional energy within me although I live like a boss during my day at work and my eve and night @ home. There's some mysterious negative feeling within myself which my conscious feeling can't feel I can't make it out its like it's running inside me but I can't enter it to explore it.
And as I said it's agitating , making me miserable and un comfortable again n again. I don't feel good mentally as well as physically. And I've been suffering with this cough cold, infection, internal fever the third time in last 40 days which lasts for 10-11 days.
I also at the moment a lad who knows who has many things to achieve but no knowledge or interest to take an initiative. There were many more things to state but I guess I skipped them while typing
At the moment I feel agitated from everything.
And m quite sure all may think it's resistance. But it's not. I've kept myself busy with stupid games, stupid conversations and stupid chats. I demand a change. Also I've been experiencing this cold fight between my parents for the first time in 26 years. I feel some strange negative emotional energy within me although I live like a boss during my day at work and my eve and night @ home. There's some mysterious negative feeling within myself which my conscious feeling can't feel I can't make it out its like it's running inside me but I can't enter it to explore it.
And as I said it's agitating , making me miserable and un comfortable again n again. I don't feel good mentally as well as physically. And I've been suffering with this cough cold, infection, internal fever the third time in last 40 days which lasts for 10-11 days.
I also at the moment a lad who knows who has many things to achieve but no knowledge or interest to take an initiative. There were many more things to state but I guess I skipped them while typing
