10-26-2015, 04:30 PM
BIATBWS
8 hours, 30 minutes via speakers
2 hours 30 minutes via earphones
AoS
Currently at 1 hour 25 min via earbuds, aiming for about 4 hrs today
Okay guys, I'm gonna be blunt here. Today felt like the worst day of the semester. I feel this was a combination of pheromones and sub usage and the events that happened today. I approached a girl that I had talked to before on campus but didn't exchange numbers with. I talked with her today and I asked if she wanted to hang out. She hesitated. Then I said "you don't have to if you don't want to". Then she made it clear that she has a bf but she is down to hang out in a group. We exchanged numbers, but afterward I thought to myself that this sucks. Yet another girl I approach that has a bf. At this point I have nothing against escalating with a girl who has one but is into me, I just don't give a fuck anymore.
Later, I saw this ridiculously hot girl across the street heading in the opposite direction. I crossed the street and started trying to catch up (I naturally walk slower than most people so that was a challenge). I finally do when we're at the garage and walking up the stairs. I just say that I like her hair and she says thank you. Then I ask her what her name is and I told her mine. She just said nice to meet you. And the whole time she kept on walking without stopping. And it almost seemed like she sped up going to her car, I just acted like I was going to my car in another part of the garage. I felt nervous. And afterwards I straight up felt embarassed, ashamed, frustrated, and angry. I just want to fuck hot girls!!! God!
I do feel a lot better now, but at the time it felt like the worst thing ever. Even reading this text, I see that there wasn't anything THAT bad, but still I felt terrible.
At this point though, I have yet to get benefits of these subs.
8 hours, 30 minutes via speakers
2 hours 30 minutes via earphones
AoS
Currently at 1 hour 25 min via earbuds, aiming for about 4 hrs today
Okay guys, I'm gonna be blunt here. Today felt like the worst day of the semester. I feel this was a combination of pheromones and sub usage and the events that happened today. I approached a girl that I had talked to before on campus but didn't exchange numbers with. I talked with her today and I asked if she wanted to hang out. She hesitated. Then I said "you don't have to if you don't want to". Then she made it clear that she has a bf but she is down to hang out in a group. We exchanged numbers, but afterward I thought to myself that this sucks. Yet another girl I approach that has a bf. At this point I have nothing against escalating with a girl who has one but is into me, I just don't give a fuck anymore.
Later, I saw this ridiculously hot girl across the street heading in the opposite direction. I crossed the street and started trying to catch up (I naturally walk slower than most people so that was a challenge). I finally do when we're at the garage and walking up the stairs. I just say that I like her hair and she says thank you. Then I ask her what her name is and I told her mine. She just said nice to meet you. And the whole time she kept on walking without stopping. And it almost seemed like she sped up going to her car, I just acted like I was going to my car in another part of the garage. I felt nervous. And afterwards I straight up felt embarassed, ashamed, frustrated, and angry. I just want to fuck hot girls!!! God!
I do feel a lot better now, but at the time it felt like the worst thing ever. Even reading this text, I see that there wasn't anything THAT bad, but still I felt terrible.
At this point though, I have yet to get benefits of these subs.
