Robstar's journey to alphahood

[apollolux]

Aaaaaand, I'm stuck. I feel absolutely frozen in place. It's like I have this massive battle going on between the side of me that wants to be the productive person that I know I should, and the resistance, and I'm paralyzed between the two. What am I even resisting? I just don't know where to start.

I find it interesting that this is happening to you on AM6 around the same time it's happening to me on ASC. Maybe the stage you're on features a good sized chunk of the ASC scripting AM6 is said to have and we're reacting to the same thing? Or maybe there's a pre-existing belief that is very deeply held that AM6 is attempting to contradict at this time?

At least, that's the gist of why it's happening to me on ASC - the entire program is about becoming absolutely self-confident and not only did I not previously/do I not currently have a point of reference for such a thing, but I've had a severely deeply ingrained belief that being absolutely self-confident is akin to arrogance and hubris, therefore is extremely detrimental and "a bad thing."

What deeply held beliefs do you have that you suspect AM6 might even just graze by? The gravitational pull of such beliefs might just be strong enough to attract the attention of the sub.