10-23-2015, 10:42 AM
thanks ben, i agree with you that it's beneficial in the greater scheme of things, it just sucks being in the middle of it all. it's funny how nothing really matters as much the next day as it does when you're right in the midle of it!
i had a dream last night that I got drunk, but was convinced in my dream that it didn't count as a relapse, and that I could get away with getting drunk that one time, even though in real life i've been sober for 326 days in a row, and in real life taking even one drink = death to me.
I wonder what my mind is telling me? The crazy thing is this is the second dream of that type this month.
i had a dream last night that I got drunk, but was convinced in my dream that it didn't count as a relapse, and that I could get away with getting drunk that one time, even though in real life i've been sober for 326 days in a row, and in real life taking even one drink = death to me.
I wonder what my mind is telling me? The crazy thing is this is the second dream of that type this month.
