10-21-2015, 07:34 PM
Update: Right now I'm not feeling anything special, I'm on stage 5 day 1 but recently I've found that with guys I'm befriending loyal and honest people. With women, nothing. But I'm more determined, very assertive. I seriously don't take bs where in my first run I was kinda of a wuss. I've actually called out a girl during my college lecture for trying to degrade me. I was shocked because I never do that, I've never called out anyone on the spot in front of all people. So I've got a strong confident alpha male aura but sometimes it's off balance . On certain days I have too much and I put off women then the next day I have little and I feel like I'm not in control. I've found that people can sense my presence even if I'm not visible to them. For ex. I was standing on the other end of a sliding door. The door was closed and never opened and my friend was inside the parking garage walking to his car. There was no way he could hear my footstep since its inaudible in the garage and he had his back to me. As soon as I saw him he turned around and looked back like as if he sensed someone was there. He was surprised to see me.
