05-12-2010, 08:46 AM
Well, I'm done with my classes, today. I just have to turn in my final projects and then tie up any loose ends; and clean my dorm room by Saturday afternoon.
Man, I'm going to miss having a place to my self, even if it is a one-room dorm with a communal bathroom. My only complaint with the subs up to this point is: why didn't I know about these subs at least a year earlier!? I could be going back home far more changed than I already am. Up to now, the only changes I have are that my brain won't let me worry about money. And I feel more relaxed than ever. And I don't think I'm going to allow anyone to take that feeling of relaxed centeredness away from me. Not without it blowing up in their face. But I don't think the universe will let it get that far. I think there is a reason that even though my family swore they would be home at such and such a time when I last dropped off some stuff from my dorm room. And I even dallied a bit. I think it was just not in the cards that I would meet them that day. And that was the day mentioned above that felt "perfect".
Anyway, I contacted my acquaintances saying that I will be back home next week and we should all hang out and stuff. They said that was cool and I should call them all when I get back. One acquaintance, however, informed me that a person I can't stand is also hanging around them. The person in question tries to make life hard for me whenever he gets a chance. I've even went to the police about him only to find out he already has an extensive record of harassment with other people. But he keeps his nose clean around certain people, some of them are my former acquaintances.
I had thought I was done with the guy when my best friend died, as he was a very long time friend of my friend. And my best friend knew that the other guy was causing the issues, but didn't do anything about it, and wondered why we couldn't just get along. He even tried blaming me for it, even though I was the one who was trying to get along. Anyway, it's a very long story and hard to explain. I just don't want anything to do with this dude. Most other people don't, either, but since it's a small area I come from, and this guy was a schoolmate with some of my acquaintances, most people aren't going to turn their backs on him. So, unless I want to hang with someone I absolutely cannot stand, I have no choice but to change in a way that brings new and better people into my life. So, just much more reason why I need to listen to the subs more.
I got the speakers that I wanted. The Frisby speakers. I haven't had a chance to try them out, yet, but I think I will, tonight.
Also, I might splurge when I get my next paycheck and buy a Sansa Fuze already. But I have to check with my temp agency first, to see what the employment forecast looks like.
Man, I'm going to miss having a place to my self, even if it is a one-room dorm with a communal bathroom. My only complaint with the subs up to this point is: why didn't I know about these subs at least a year earlier!? I could be going back home far more changed than I already am. Up to now, the only changes I have are that my brain won't let me worry about money. And I feel more relaxed than ever. And I don't think I'm going to allow anyone to take that feeling of relaxed centeredness away from me. Not without it blowing up in their face. But I don't think the universe will let it get that far. I think there is a reason that even though my family swore they would be home at such and such a time when I last dropped off some stuff from my dorm room. And I even dallied a bit. I think it was just not in the cards that I would meet them that day. And that was the day mentioned above that felt "perfect".
Anyway, I contacted my acquaintances saying that I will be back home next week and we should all hang out and stuff. They said that was cool and I should call them all when I get back. One acquaintance, however, informed me that a person I can't stand is also hanging around them. The person in question tries to make life hard for me whenever he gets a chance. I've even went to the police about him only to find out he already has an extensive record of harassment with other people. But he keeps his nose clean around certain people, some of them are my former acquaintances.
I had thought I was done with the guy when my best friend died, as he was a very long time friend of my friend. And my best friend knew that the other guy was causing the issues, but didn't do anything about it, and wondered why we couldn't just get along. He even tried blaming me for it, even though I was the one who was trying to get along. Anyway, it's a very long story and hard to explain. I just don't want anything to do with this dude. Most other people don't, either, but since it's a small area I come from, and this guy was a schoolmate with some of my acquaintances, most people aren't going to turn their backs on him. So, unless I want to hang with someone I absolutely cannot stand, I have no choice but to change in a way that brings new and better people into my life. So, just much more reason why I need to listen to the subs more.
I got the speakers that I wanted. The Frisby speakers. I haven't had a chance to try them out, yet, but I think I will, tonight.
Also, I might splurge when I get my next paycheck and buy a Sansa Fuze already. But I have to check with my temp agency first, to see what the employment forecast looks like.
