10-20-2015, 12:10 PM
Day 41
No expected things yet. Moreover my listening time has decreased to 4-6 hrs. Excessive work which just seems excessive but it's not. And a lost of interest in everything. Meeting old frnds randomly, talk for 5-15 kinsey and then buzz of. Trying to renovate my home but again laziness in talking to contractors and checking out loan options.
And most imp thing dreaming about deaths last 3-4 nights. Either a murder or a suicide. And after the occurrence blaming myself as I couldn't able to save that life. Though I remember the incidences 70-80%. But the person whose died, I can't.
No expected things yet. Moreover my listening time has decreased to 4-6 hrs. Excessive work which just seems excessive but it's not. And a lost of interest in everything. Meeting old frnds randomly, talk for 5-15 kinsey and then buzz of. Trying to renovate my home but again laziness in talking to contractors and checking out loan options.
And most imp thing dreaming about deaths last 3-4 nights. Either a murder or a suicide. And after the occurrence blaming myself as I couldn't able to save that life. Though I remember the incidences 70-80%. But the person whose died, I can't.
