10-14-2015, 02:48 PM
So a little background:
I'm 26, still living at home, right now working for a family friend at his office (he has been pretty sick lately so I've had nothing to do and my job is kind of up in the air).
I went to film school out of high school but my family ran into serious money trouble and I had to come home. I still am unable to get back into school because my transcripts are being held hostage since I still owe the school a ton of money.
I never even hooked up with a girl in High School. At college, I finally started hooking up with this really cute girl who lived on my floor. But soon I found out that she was seeing an upperclassman and this really hit me hard. I didn't handle myself very well and acted very passive/aggressive.
Since then my opportunities with women have been few and far between. I dealt with pretty bad alcohol issues since getting home from school, basically drinking myself to the point of passing out every single night (a night off from drinking was a rarity for me). I eventually quit booze (3 3/4 years since my last drink). However, I replaced booze with marijuana and it wasn't long before I found myself trying to get high at every opportunity.
I haven't smoked in six days and plan on keeping it that way for as long as I can. If I want to get serious with my life it's important that I stay sober. I just got into this highly competitive screenwriting class that goes on for the next 9 months. At the end I will get to show my work to an agent, manager, or producer, and I am planning on making the most out of that opportunity.
I've been a prototypical beta male my entire life, the kind of guy who hates confrontation. If someone calls me a different name by mistake, I don't even have the guts to say something about it. I usually just accept that that's what they're going to call me.
I read The Game in college. Have watched and read the literature of Real Social Dynamics, Love Systems, David Deangelo, etc. to better myself with women, all to no avail.
I want to become the kind of guy who can fearlessly approach a woman, show my interest in her right away, and get her phone number.
I don't expect AM6 to magically take care of this for me. Obviously, if this is what I want, I'm going to have to suck it up and get out there and start talking to women.
I look forward to this journey.
I'm 26, still living at home, right now working for a family friend at his office (he has been pretty sick lately so I've had nothing to do and my job is kind of up in the air).
I went to film school out of high school but my family ran into serious money trouble and I had to come home. I still am unable to get back into school because my transcripts are being held hostage since I still owe the school a ton of money.
I never even hooked up with a girl in High School. At college, I finally started hooking up with this really cute girl who lived on my floor. But soon I found out that she was seeing an upperclassman and this really hit me hard. I didn't handle myself very well and acted very passive/aggressive.
Since then my opportunities with women have been few and far between. I dealt with pretty bad alcohol issues since getting home from school, basically drinking myself to the point of passing out every single night (a night off from drinking was a rarity for me). I eventually quit booze (3 3/4 years since my last drink). However, I replaced booze with marijuana and it wasn't long before I found myself trying to get high at every opportunity.
I haven't smoked in six days and plan on keeping it that way for as long as I can. If I want to get serious with my life it's important that I stay sober. I just got into this highly competitive screenwriting class that goes on for the next 9 months. At the end I will get to show my work to an agent, manager, or producer, and I am planning on making the most out of that opportunity.
I've been a prototypical beta male my entire life, the kind of guy who hates confrontation. If someone calls me a different name by mistake, I don't even have the guts to say something about it. I usually just accept that that's what they're going to call me.
I read The Game in college. Have watched and read the literature of Real Social Dynamics, Love Systems, David Deangelo, etc. to better myself with women, all to no avail.
I want to become the kind of guy who can fearlessly approach a woman, show my interest in her right away, and get her phone number.
I don't expect AM6 to magically take care of this for me. Obviously, if this is what I want, I'm going to have to suck it up and get out there and start talking to women.
I look forward to this journey.
